an end to certain convicting circumstances

[darkiflash]

being able to spend some quality time with people i really care about and really respect yet hardly ever see has been really refreshing and encouraging. im sure angie, rachel, mike and laura will probably never see this ever, but if they do here is a huge thank you from me to each of you. you guys rule

Comments

[anonymous]

Darkiflash, you seem as though you are very intense about something in your past entries. Are you actually talking about someone or are you just writing? You said in one entry that you were hoping for a new love interest to enter into your 'life as a movie.' Did you find one, because you seem not so focused on that subject in your more recent journals. I will be praying for you. (By the way, you are very talented.)

hmmmmmmm

[anonymous]

darkiflash....i am also wondering about this certain "so-and-so" you seem to be focusing on in your past entries. is it really a ""certain"-so-and-so" , or are you writing indirectly about nothing or no one in general? the thoughts are deep, the emotions are intense...we're just waiting to know if this someone is real or non-existent! if she is real....have you tried talking to her about your feelings? hmmmmmm. good luck either way.

Re: hmmmmmmm

[darkiflash]

Wow, 2 anonymous (albeit female sounding) posts within 2 hours of each other... that doesnt happen very often, so i'll be polite and answer your questions (and hope that you guys will respond again)

first of all, i'm a very intense and honest person(generally). what you see is what you get, etc. and the relationships i have in my life are very important, which is why i write so seriously about them. sometimes my posts are about specific people, sometimes not. more recent ones have been about a few different people. and yes i have "tested the waters" so to speak and it just wouldn't work out with "so-and-so." so i try not to delve on it too often. my emotional state is sometimes active sometimes in-active... and right now its on the downswing. who knows whats next, eh? thats what makes it interesting... oh and thanks for the encouragement/etc. i appreciate it.

Re: hmmmmmmm

[laraquel]

It dosen´t sound female, it sounds like Matt to me. Well, take that for what´s it´s worth, he always writes random simmilar sounding, annonmyus comments. Just thought I´d throw in my 2 cents. Love, Rachel : )