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[darkinternecion]

...So I don't suppose we're gonna get any rain anytime soon to help wash away the sand, among other things?

Jeez.

I constantly have to wonder if this is really worth putting myself though... I'm so bored all the time, and I feel pretty isolated at that. The only thing I've been able to do is sit with aibou and feel frustrated about everything

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[papipupepon]

You've got to find a balance. By all means, don't abandon your friend, but at the same time, punishing yourself, making yourself miserable, isn't helping anything.

I admit to not knowing the details, obviously, but you're going to have to work with this person to make them... not so-ehm-clingy? It would be a slow process, but leaving things stagnate like this is only going to make things worse in the end.

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[darkinternecion]

...It's hard to imagine her changing or budging even a little in this matter, even for me, to be honest. I dunno, maybe it's just because I've known her since I was little, and she's always been like this... but I've definitely talked to her a little about it in the past, and it hasn't done much good.

It's like she actually doesn't understand that there's room in someone's heart to love more than one person. She wants all my attention focused on her, as she's done for me -- she doesn't deal with others at all, not unless they approach her first.

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[papipupepon]

Nothing is permanent - somethings are just a little more stubborn than others. It's just something you have to work at. Slowly. Giving up after one failed attempt doesn't solve anything.

Maybe if you found something else for her heart first?

[Screened from Yubel, voice]

[darkinternecion]

Much as I agree with you, I think finding her someone else is the closest to impossible anyone can ever get. She's hung up on a promise I made I don't even remember, so I get the feeling she won't give up. She hasn't yet, even after all these years of suffering that I put her through...

I think I do need to talk to her about it again, though. I'm probably missing something. Maybe I promised her something when I was a little kid, some promise kids make that they can't keep, and she took it seriously? I don't know.

[originalprodigy]

I don't think I've met you yet. What is your name?

[darkinternecion]

I'm Juudai. You are?

[originalprodigy]

I'm called Ryuzaki.

How long have you been here?

[darkinternecion]

Uhhh... since at least March, I think. So a little under half a year.

I guess everything I posted about is a good reason why you might not have seen or heard of me, though.

[Private to Judai // unhackable]

[fond_arrogance]

Hey. Don't worry about us ...
Are you fine yourself?

... I understand ... at least, I hope I do.
Just ... don't let all this mess drag you down again, okay?

... but about that promise you don't remember.
You should maybe ask her about it straight away.

[Private to Manjyome // unhackable]

[darkinternecion]

Yeah, I'm okay. We managed to ride out the crazy weather, anyway.

I think... maybe you're right. I should ask her. Maybe it'll jog my memory or something. I just can't recall promising her anything...

[Private to Judai // unhackable]

[fond_arrogance]

That's good.
It worried me a little to not hear from you at all.

It's better to know what youhave promised and under which circumstances, so you can be prepared and ... maybe even understand Yubel better.