I don't ever want to stop touching Darcy. I wish she could always be in my arms, I'd never let her go. Today when she left me to talk to Tasha (Which was maybe 10 minutes at most)I felt alone. Like really alone, like I was empty. It was a big relief when she'd come back and sit either on me or right in front of me. Shortly after I got there I ( Read more... )

So I have to clean out my garage these next few days, but it's okay. Both Jon and I are getting a whole system for our 'bands'. We're spending like $1,500 on equiptment. We're getting speakers, patchcords, mics, a mixer, and other things. As soon as we clean it out we are going to head to Bend to pick them up. My garage is going to turn into a show ( Read more... )

Early this morning at around 1 Darcy called me. She sounded like she was about to cry. We talked about it, turns out Tasha says stuff is changing and she doesn't like it I guess. She wouldn't tell Darcy exactly what it was and instead stomped around and slammed doors. It mad me sad, whenever Darcy is like that it makes me sad. I want the happy ( Read more... )

Tasha just called me to tell me the no-title thing was over. Darcy and her I guess talked about it and now, according to Tasha, we're offical. I'm still in disbelief. I hope this lasts. I love her more than I thought I could love anyone, and would do anything to make this last. I want it more than anything. Darcy's perfect.

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This is sad, I don't want to update LJ about what I did this weekend, I just want to complain that Darcy isn't here with me anymore. Even though it is impossible right now, I really wish she could be. I got used to her just being there the last three days that now that she's not, I'm gettin' a little lonely. Maybe I'm getting too attached. I wish ( Read more... )

Darc wanted me to update so I guess I will ( Read more... )

I found out my brother was masterbating in his bedroom...

Once every minute I walked in and grab something or pretend I needed to talk to him and watch him flip over and pretend he wasn't doing anything. What a loser.

I'm bored waiting for Darcy to get online or call me.

Darcy's mom said she could come over thursday and spend the night and go with us to Portland to the airport. I'm so happy.

I just realized how many entries make mention of Darcy, oh well.

I've had a sort of sad day. Darcy was hoping to come over but it didn't work out. But, the reason I'm sad is because stuff between Darcy and I are finally starting to work out really well and I will have to leave her in 5 days. It's really too bad, but, it is much better than not having her at all; I would prefer missing her, than not having her at ( Read more... )