We walked away from each other so long ago. I, because I couldn't bare to see your disappointnment in me during a time where I wasn't tall at the shoulder. You, I surmise because you outgrew needing me in your life ( Read more... )

Weekend summary time ( Read more... )

I went to see her again. I made the mistake of phoning up her father during my lunch for an update, and he.... actually very seriously told me that he wasn't going to tell me what was going on until I got there.

There are some things that shouldn't be done over the phone, if it can be helped. She doesn't look any better than hse did yesterday... ( Read more... )

Someone I used to be very close to is in the hospital. How did I find out about this? Aha...let me tell you.

Before stepping into the shower I got a message from her father. I don't know how he got the message, I assume he got the information from my parents.

Hey Sport... he was always big on the sport, chief, buddy thing. He basically feels, I ( Read more... )

My eyes hurt ( Read more... )

My weekend such as it is. The short form, as I'm prone to do... because I'm not in the mood for exposition. Not in any particular order ( Read more... )

If only it wasn't a joke...

It seems to be the one constant in my life ( Read more... )

I can't think of anything to talk about. But I haven't fallen into an open sewer or anything.

Maybe I'll try tomorrow when I'm less tired.
Or less mopey.
Or less angry.
Or simply less like this.

I bought a brick this weekend.

It's sitting on my desk where a stuffed rhino used to be.

The rhino was depressing me.

The brick is the best replacement I could come up with.

A coworker wants me to name it.

Name under consideration: Beatums.

I'm so sad.