Well, things between Ron and I are officialy over now. I can honestly say that it hurts like hell but knowing that we are still friends helps me alot. It has been a very rough week and I just hope this all goes away really fast although I highly doubt that is going to be the case at all. I went out with Matt and Doni last night which was cool ( Read more... )

"Foolish Games ( Read more... )

Relationships are so confusing to me. How can I have this incredible guy like me, I like him, but it doesn't seem to me that it will ever go anywhere. Yes I respect the fact that he doesn't want our friendship to ever get ruined....and yes I understand that he has been hurt so many times before. But how do I get him to trust in me and the fact that ( Read more... )

Wow, another week has gone by so fast!! I mean, Ilove the weekends because I get to see my friends and stuff like that,but I also wish time wouldn't go too fast. The summer is almost over already and there is still so many things I would have loved to have done but never got the chance to do. I also know with every new coming school year that a lot ( Read more... )

I am doing pretty good after a long and interesting weekend. I went to the mall with Matt and we went to see Ron. Poor kid was suffering from a severe hangover from the night before so he didn't hang out with us.....I was disapointed but got over it. Something happened yesterday while he was at work,so i have been thinking about him alot. Some day ( Read more... )

I am hanging out at Matt's house so that is pretty cool. We spent all night at the mall.....and we went in to talk to Ron like three or four times. He was really tired and hungover from being with his friends last night so he didn't end up getting together with us. I was upset at first, but I do understand. I am just getting to be too demanding ( Read more... )

It is still so freakin' hot outside and even worse in my house. I think the heat is bringing out the worse in everyone.....which made work all the more fun for me tonight. I am so looking forward to this weekend and hanging out with my best friends.....I just hope it cools down a little before Six Flags on Sunday. I talked to an old friend ( Read more... )

At times this summer, but moreso now than ever I have found myself looking back on last summer and all of the good times that I had with everyone. Matt, Doni, Missa, Ron, Doug and I were inseperable and I kind of miss that.....and I know I am not the only one. The only people I see now are Matt and Ron and I have found myself missing the others ( Read more... )

I had a really good time this weekend. Matt, Ron, and I just hung out the whole night Saturday after came and got me from work. They are the two best friends that I could ever hope for. I was a little freaked out again by Matt and Ron kissing each other AGAIN!!! I also bonded with Ron alot more and I am not going to get into full detail about ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend is finally here thank god. If I can just get through work tonight I will be okay....I have been extremely stressed out this week for no apparent reason and spending time with my friends is just the remedy that I need. I am saying this not wanting to sound dependent or anything, but I see them way too little and wish I could see ( Read more... )