you know this should be a happy entry becuase i mean HELLO tomorrow is my birthday..... but i just feel down..... i mean i feel like crap becuase everyone is forgeting my birthday becuase a damn JR. prom just happens to be on the same day..... EH!!! it pisses me off ( Read more... )

wow so toady was an interesting day i mean nothing really bad happened but nothing really god happened..... i don't know just a day to sit back and take a deep breath. i don't know i guess it was just a busy day ( Read more... )

what the white had to say ( Read more... )

so today i got too see the babies ( Read more... )

omg..... ok so as everyone should know tomorrow is mothers day and i vaccumed and dusted and did the dishes and what not for my step mom becuase of mothers day..... so she comes home and sits down and looks at me and was like "did someone clean?" and i was like "um... yeah.... i did" and she was like "well i guess tomorrow really is mothers day" ( Read more... )

so im at sammi's house and she is playing video games like she always does...... fun for me huh.... lol

so basiclly im mucho mucho bored

yeah im boring......

ok so im in a good mood!!! i know amazing after the past few days i have had im thinking that the fact that he isn't mad at me ne more....(this makes me SSSSSOOOOOOOO fucking happy becuase i was feeling so bad about it) and that i just had a good day i mean i had to have breakfast in culinary dinning room today with student government but other ( Read more... )

so um..... yeah i had to work at a dinner to night i wanted to stay in the kitchen and sprigue MADE me work in the dinning room..... coffee and water..... well im not complaining becuase there was a VERY hot guy in there sitting at the director or voc's table.... VERY cute ( Read more... )

so today is very much sucky..... bad day..... he still won't talk to me.... i saw him in the hall and said hi.... i think the only reason he said hi back was becauseit was habbit.... becuase it was a very cold hello. i feel so bad..... i wish he could know how bad i feel ( Read more... )

i put too much faith in the "good" in people..... or rather the part of people that let them forgive.... maybe i shouldn't have told him..... maybe i should have just left it alone.... let it eat me from the inside out.... let it kill me because sence i broke a promise to someone i felt like i was lieing to them.... so i told him what happened ( Read more... )