hey well last night was awefull... at least when mp came... hmm well im going out with sean now he asked me out lat ngiht im glad he did hes really great sorry so short i just need time to rest havent been making the right decisions

Well days have gone by, still the mere fact that he kissed her plays in my head like a broken record player. Listening to the same song missing whoever he was. things change maybe for the better. But it hurts like its for the worst. Ive been thinking about drugs I know people say its not the way to get out of miserable situations but For now im ( Read more... )

Well me and Michael are still friends that really cool Jp wrote me a note it was really sweet! Hes a good guy! Christmas break is comming up but I have soooo much homework I better go Breezys Great!

Man Me and Michael ...Well I am officially A Total MORON! A complete idiotic SCREW UP!Im a fucking loser why doesnt someone just shoot me... I dont know? I wanna go back to being 7 laying in that feild of grass.. please god... just one small favor I wont ask anything else....just this one small thing...I just wanna go back to laying in that grass ( Read more... )

GOD DAMNIT IM A SCREW UP

hey well goodness its been a long time since I've written in here. Me and Michael are just well I dont know right now but Im not gonna adress anything on here because everybody can read it... But yeah things are pileing up just one on top of the other and it feels as though Im burried underneith it all ( Read more... )

Im talking to mike carr he seems like a ncie fellow hes graduating this year I met him when I prak called people with breezy ( Read more... )

allright well its late monday night tuesday comes tomorrow...then wednesday wednesday night is close to thursday which is the day before friday...man its funny how close it is to the end of the week. But I dont mind how fast its all going by...Personally I cant wait till Christmas Break ( Read more... )

Man Im bored! I just called Breezy AND Michael...and to my concent they are both gone. Ooh well I guess Ill have to sit by my lonesome today! My mom wnats me to make a christams list soonIm so excited for christmas!! Hooray! I have no clue what im going to get Michael if you have any ideas...any at all, help me out by e-amiling them to me! hahaha ( Read more... )

Man...Well Im at Breezy's house right now!! Michael came over tonight it was fun... he got mad though or something and walked off I didnt know what that was about? Hmm I think were okay but everytime I try adn tell him what I feel he gets mead and when I dont he gets mad too...I dont know what to do? I love this guys soo mcuh I just wanna keep ( Read more... )