Last night was pretty lame. Fraisure and some preppy hoe bag girls came to my house and picked me up. We hung out for a while and paid a visit to the liquor store then we went to Alb's. While we were there we talked to Candy for a sec. We left I was annoyed cuz of the stupid girls and so I ditched and went to Dave's where we played retro video ( Read more... )

Umm. lots happened today but I don't want to mention it. At around 5:00 I went to Dave's and the two of us played old school video games.. It took me back to my childhood and the easier/happier times of my life. Well I guess simple is what I'm trying to say. So then I came home and I was sifting through my desk drawer and I found some stuff that ( Read more... )

Ok so tonight was pretty good. At the end of the night though I ended up thinking about a lot of things dealing with myself. One thing that I concentrated on is that I can never give up on things even if they are impossible..This probably gives me more problems than anything else but it's how I am and always will be. No matter what's in the way I ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those moments where you think you've figured out a lot of your problems and when you understand you can just toss them aside? I'm having one of those right now and it feels GREAT! I realized a few things and suddenly I feel completely free and in control. If I'm right in my thinking, I should be on my way to a much happier ( Read more... )

Well I guess things have been semi-ok lately but I don't know. Everyone is moving too fast, I wish people would just relax for a while and let their lives move slowly instead of being in some frenzied state of rapid social engagements. Maybe it's me.. I guess I act like one of those pathetic old people who are always talking about how they wish ( Read more... )

You know what I think my problem is... I have no idea what or who I want and when and where I'm hoping to get it. Honestly, I don't know where I'm going let alone how I'm supposed to get there. I'm just here sort of drifting around without purpose. I think the real reason for all of this is that I won't let myself go out searching for anything I ( Read more... )

So lately everything has seemed FUCKED UP. Maybe it's just me but I highly doubt it. All of my friends are being completely weird towards me. My parents are being assholes. My sister and I have been fighting a lot and we usually don't fight. Alex was kind of pissed at me for hanging out with Josh last night. Dave seems to be indifferent towards me ( Read more... )

Normally I think it's dumb for people to post lyrics but I guess I'm a hypocrite and I'm going to do it now. I could get on and post about the last week or whatever it has been since I last updated but I don't think that I will ( Read more... )

What's the deal lately? It seems like EVERYONE just talks to me to tell me about their problems. Christ I feel... used in a way. Like no one really gives a rat's ass about me but I'm the only person who will sit there and listen to them dwell about their problems. I wouldn't mind it at all if I didn't feel like it's the ONLY reason that I'm being ( Read more... )

I'm sick of everyone's shit. My own included.