semicharmed life
Yes, I can't sleep. One of those nights, I guess. I feel slanted, like half of me is elevated higher than the other, but I'm sitting straight. Kind of weird. Lots of pressures in my head.
Writer's block. Someone give me a prompt.
trying to bore myself to sleep. please ignore.
3 Names you go by:
Jae
Jessy
Juicika
3 screen names you have
darklingbird
catch
myaimone
3 things you like about yourself
I'm interesting
I make friends easily
I'm independent
3 things you hate/dislike about yourself
I have OCD
I have no self-control
I am short
3 parts of your heritage
Italian
Argentinean
Jewish
3 things that scare you
Growing up
The stuff that comes with growing up
etc.
3 of your everyday essentials
my meds
a random phone call
time alone
3 things you are wearing right now
jammie bottoms
an oversized long-sleeve t-shirt
earrings
3 of your favorite songs at present
"Tesko Suicide" - Sneaker Pimps
“Endless Skies” - VNV Nation
“What If No One's Watching” - Ani DiFranco
3 things you want to try in the next 12 months
Quit smoking
Clean
Stabilize my sleep habits.
3 things you want in a relationship
Adventure
Honesty
Acceptance
2 truths and a lie
There is another girl out there with almost the same name and life as me.
I just had meningitis
I am sick right now.
3 physical things about the opposite or same sex that appeals to you
Fingers
The way they look when they think no one is watching
That certain look.
3 things you just can’t do
Sing well
Eat a banana
Be an English major.
3 of your favorite hobbies
Writing
Writing
Meaningful conversations
3 things you want to do really badly right now
Sleep?
Turn the heat on
Exercise
3 careers you’re considering
bum
artsy bum
astronaut
3 places you want to go on vacation
Japan
Thailand
Indonesia
3 kids names
...just the names of three kids? because I don't want kids.
3 things you want to do before you die
Visit the Heartland of America
Remember what I dream about
Publish something I write? I don't know.
Okay, I couldn't resist this challenge: LONGEST SURVEY EVER
Basic Info
Full name? Jessica Maria
Nicknames? Jaejae, Jae, Jessy
How old are you?: 18
Where do you live?: New Yorky
Your Family: Is spread over the world
Are your parents divorced?: Yes
# of sisters?: 2
# of brothers?: 1
Do you like your parents?: Yes.
How about your siblings?: I adore them.
Do you get along better with mom or dad?: I see my Dad three times a year.
What's the most annoying thing your parent/s do?: Be detached.
How about your siblings?: My brother is autistic, so I can't be a good person and say he's annoying. My sisters are really young and live in South America, so they don't ever annoy me.
What\'s Your Favorite...
Food: Pasta.
Candy: I don't like candy. I'm not a sweets person.
Beverage: Water?
School Subject: They've all been my favorite at one point.
Color: ALL OF THEM!
Accessory: Scarves
Clothing Item: See above
Actor: C.
Actress: J.
Shoes: My clunky ones that make me tall.
Board Game: I hate board games.
Video Game: Um, well, right now I'm playing Ninja Gaiden Black. I don't really have favorites.
Computer Game: My computer is too crappy to handle games.
Make-up Item: Eyeliner
TV Show: Grey's Anatomy. :( I'm so addicted. It's so pathetic.
Movie: Can't answer this.
Song: Same, I guess.
Car: Mine!
Season: Spring.
Sport: Kickboxing...I don't know.
This Or That
Pen or Pencil: Pen for writing, pencil for drawing
CD or Radio: CD
Couch or Chair: Big comfy armchairs
Tv or Computer: Computer
Laptop or Desktop: laptop
Reading or Writing: Both
Rock or Rap: Rock
Black or White: Black...white stains too easily
Old or New: Both have their place
Wild or Sophisticated: see above
Funny or Serious: see 2 above
Dog or Cat: dogs. most definitely dogs. though kittens are okay.
Hockey or Figure Skating: hockey.
Lip Gloss or Lipstick: lip gloss, because when you wear dramatic eye makeup you can't go too heavy on your lips.
Computer or Video Game: video game
Too Tan or Too Pale: too pale. too tan looks cancerous
Sneakers or Flip-Flops: who cares
Night or Day: I stay up all night and sleep all day
Inside or Outside: I'd like to say inside, but...
Sun or Stars: sun. keep me warm
Lightening or Rain: rain.
Land or Water: land?
Earrings or Ring: I guess earrings
Coke or Pepsi: Coka kola
Listen or Talk: both
Your Love Life...Or Lack Of One
Are you straight?: yes, despite Ammie's efforts to the contrary
Ever had a boy/girlfriend?: no. (just kidding.)
Have one now?: sort of?
How many people have you dated?: what do you mean by "dated"...?
Have you been dumped?: usually i lose interest first
Have you dumped someone?: yes
How many people have you kissed?: i have no idea.
Do you have a crush right now?: sure
Are you ever going to tell that person?: he's well aware ;)
Have You Ever...
Drank? water? yes. I get it though, and yes.
Smoked? yes
Kissed The Same Sex? This was one of Ammie's efforts
Kissed Someone You Just Met? A very casual peck as a joke.
Swore At A Teacher? Yes :(
Swon At Your Parents? My mother and I are vulgar people
Gotten In A Fight At School? Like a physical fight? No.
Skipped A Class? For the first time when I wasn't sick at college
Been Suspended? No
Stolen Something? Yeah, nothing big
Done Drugs? Skipping this question
Gotten a 4.0? DAMN STRAIGHT
More than once? yes
Failed a class? NEVER
Repeated a grade? no
Been In Love? i don't know
Had A Job? yes.
Been Fired? yes.
Pulled A Prank? yes.
Dyed your hair? for the past six years now.
Dyed it a "weird" hair color? yes.
Gotten a tattoo? no
Moved? yes
Wrote a story? ...yes
Wrote a song? I wrote a bassline for some songs.
Seriously Injured Someone? I don't think so...if I did it was definitely not on purpose
Been Seriously Injured By Someone? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Stayed In The Hospital? Yes
Gotten Stitches? Yes!
Taken A Survey This Long? I'm trying to bore myself to sleep
I'll Name A Band, You Name A Song
Good Charlotte: I can't
Sugarcult: I can't
The Killers: The "she's calling a cab" one
Papa Roach: I can't
Jimmy Eat World: Bleed American
Linkin Park: In the End
New Found Glory: um...something about snow?
My Chemical Romance: can't.
The Used: can't.
Blink 182: Going Away to College
Sum 41: Fat Lip
In The Last 24, Have You...
Cried?: no!
Laughed?: yes
Yelled?: possibly.
Kissed Someone?: nope
Showered?: yes, like 5 times
Listened To Music?: of course
IMed Someone?: of course
Called Someone? : yes
Hugged Someone?: yes
Been Hugged?: can you hug without being hugged in return?
Played An Instrument?: nope
Read A Book?: yes
Updated Your LiveJournal? quite obviously
Sent A E-mail?: nope. people should correspond by email with me more
Or Just Forwarded One?: no
Taken Medicine?: of course
Gone To School?: no!
Gone To Work?: haha I don't...WORK
Seen your Crush?: no :(
Sang?: yes
Which Of Your Friends is The Most... (Home friends have full names. School friends have initials)
Funny? Ammie
Athletic? Oh...um...none of us
Book Smart? All of them
Common Sense Smart? Jespah
Nicest? Callie
Best Listener? Joey
Talkative? None above the others.
Troubled? Jespah
Oldest? J.
Youngest? Eric
Lazy? M
Like You? No one is like me.
Do You Want To Hang Out With More? Davy
Have You Been To...
Disney World? Yes
Niagra Falls? Yes
A Casino? yes
A Bar? yes
A Rated R Movie? yes
Outside of Your State? yes
A Different Country? yes
Washington DC? yes
Florida? yes
California? no (whoa, first one!)
A Friend Of The Opposite Sexes House? yes
A Concert? yes
How Many Times Have You...
Gotten Drunk? More than I care to remember
Smoked? likewise
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? it's not really an event you can count
Kissed someone? dum de dum
Been To A Concert? a bunch of times, don't feel like counting
Had A Job? Uh...Starbucks. Worked at that spa. Twice?
Sent someone A Valentine? Not since I was in elementary school and you would give everyone one.
Recieved A Valentine? Likewise
Dyed Your Hair? For the past six years
Gotten something pierced/tattooed? 15 that stayed...a bunch that didn't
Skipped A Class? Only once when I wasn't sick
Had A Crush? all the time
Do You Believe In...
God? yes
Love At First Sight? no way
Pre-Marital Sex? yes
Abortion? yes
Gone On Vacation? yes?
Gone Out Of The Country? yes (are we in a new section now?)
Hate Or Love? Love
Rock ... around the clock?
Rap...p
Mosh Pits: are kind of dangerous, but if thats your thing
Britney Spears?: Do I think she's REAL?
MTV? I watched this show today about super sweet sixteens. What the hell is going on with MTV?
Vegetarianism? I think I would have to, being one
Good Charlotte? ?
Driving? I drive, yes
Being Away From Home? I am often away from home
Would Ever....
Bungee Jump? Maybe
Go Rock Climbing? I do go rock climbing
Run A Marathon? No. I am not healthy enough for that
Get A Tattoo? Yes
Get A Piercing Besides Your Ears? *sticks out tongue*.
Move Out Of The Country You Live In? Possibly.
Ask Your Crush Out? :*
Kill Someone? I couldn't. Ever.
Tell A Secret You Promised To Keep? Only when I really had to.
Cheat On Someone?
Go On A Show Like Fear Factor? Haha. No.
Your Plans For The Future: FALL ASLEEP. DAMN.
Have Kids? I don't think it'd be a good idea.
How Many?
Get Married? I doubt it would be a good idea.
What Will Your Job Be? Oh, for Christ's sake
Will You Go To College? Yes
Move Away? Yes
Stay In The Same Area You Grew Up In? No
Where Will You Go To College? Baltimore
Will You Be Rich? Most likely not
Hair style at the moment? Doubled over ponytail.
* Favorites *
Drink?: water.
Alcoholic Drink?: tequila.
Time of day?: nighttime
Day of the week?: depends on my weekly schedule
Book?: can't answer this.
Subject in school?: depends on the teacher
Place in the USA?: Fire Island?
Place outside the USA?: Lots
Style of clothes?: mine.
Store?: no preference, really.
Mall?: Roosevelt Field, 'cause I know it.
City?: Lots.
Website?: www.overheardinnewyork.com
Magazine?: New York Magazine...for whatever reason.
Kind of pet?: doggy.
* Worst *
Place to be?: A Colombian death camp.
Class in school?: None right now.
Time of day?: None
Season?: late winter
Kind of pet?: old cats
Drink? gin.
Food? fish
Mall? ghetto mall
Store? don't really know which is the WORST...
Style of clothes? preppy.
Celebrity?: don't care
Color?: I love them all
Book?: The Grapes of Wrath
Type of music?: Christmas music
* Daily Life *
When do you get up? Any time from 9 to 1
What is your first thought?: How can I effectively plan my...I have OCD
What do you do first?: Go to the bathroom
What's your usual outfit?: I don't *have* a usual outfit
What's the first class of the day?: Used to be Spanish
When does school end?: Yesterday
Do you see your friends?: Right now? No.
What do you do when you get home? Throw my keys somewhere
What time do you go to bed?: Never
* Do you...*
Brush your teeth daily? of course
Brush your hair daily? most of the time.
Shower daily? yes
Sing? yes. when no one can hear me, or when i'm drunk
Dance? yes
Party? sure
Get drunk? see *sing*
Read books? yes
Listening to music a lot? yes
Read magazines? not really
Go online a lot? sometimes i'm an addict, sometimes i go months without it
Stay on AIM all day even with an away message? no
Have a religion? yes
Have an IPod? yes
Want an IPod?
Get sick a lot? yes
Watch TV? sure
Like MTV? no
Like VH1? no
Like the History Channel? not really
Have Digital Cable? here i do
Have more than 500 channels on your TV? here i think.
Listen to the radio? only in my car
Still use your CD player? only in my car
Stalk people? no.
Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List? I don't think so
Have dial-up internet? nope
Have AOL? Nope
Know HTML? A little bit
Have a GPA higher than 3.9? in High school I did, I don't have a GPA at college till next semester
Get H's in honors classes? What?
* Music *
Do you listen to Rap? Very infrequently
R & B? No.
Blues and/or Jazz? No.
Classical? Sometimes.
Pop? Sometimes.
Country? No.
Emo/Scremo? As a joke.
Heavy Metal? No
Christian? No
Techno? Yes.
Reggae? No
Broadway Musical songs? yes.
Oldies? some
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now? Hell no.
Are you eating something? Nope
Are you drinking something? Water
Are you IMing anyone? No one is online now!
Are you talking on the phone with someone? No one is awake now!
Are you talking face to face with someone? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there? Me, kind of.
What song are you listening to?: La Tortura by Shakira
What are you watching on TV?: Nothing
What other websites do you have open?: Randoms
Why are you taking this survey?: To lull myself to sleep
Where are you going to post it?: Livejournal, the repository for my trials to lull myself to sleep
What are you going to do after this?: nothing.
* What do you Believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?: maybe.
The afterlife?: Maybe.
Aliens?: sure
God?: yes.
The devil?: no.
Heaven?: maybe
Hell?: maybe
Scientology?: no
Hinduism?: maybe
Buddhism?: maybe
Christianity?: maybe
Taoism?: maybe
Judiasm?: I'm Jewish
Jesus?: he sure existed
Nothing?: I believe in something. not sure what, obviously
Reincarnation?: maybe
Yourself?: would you believe in me?
* Randoms *
Have you been on an airplane before?: ...yes
Where were you going?: everywhere
Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: yes
Have you ever partied in another country?: of course
Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: yes!
Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: I think so
Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: no. everyone just adores me
Talked about someone behind their back?: everyone has
Had someone talk about you behind your back?: everyone has
Been in a fight online?: argued online
Been in a fight face to face?: argued
Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: try not to
Been called a bitch?: yes
Been called a slut/whore?: yes
Been to Australia?: yes
Do you like snakes?: I have no real preference
Ever cried to get your own way?: to get out of trouble
Ever broken a bone?: yes
Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: yes
Ever had serious surgery?: yes
Ever looked a porn online?: watching porn with your friends drunk = priceless
Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?: they are amazingly funny
Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: NO
Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: furniture
Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: hell no.
Ever been on stage for any reason?: as a stagehand. i danced when I was little
Ever been in a play?: only as tech
Ever been in a choir?: no
Ever been in a band?: yes
Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: yes
Waxed your eyebrows?: no
Waxed your legs?: yes
Cut yourself shaving?: of course
Have you ever died?: yes.
Do you like celery?: sure.
Have you seen the movie I Heart Huckabees?: yes
What color is your bedroom ceiling?: white.
By what age could you swallow pills?: four or five?
Do you like to dance?: yes
Name someone you love: everyone!
Do you like to drink alot of water?: yes!
Do you enjoy Halloween time?: I love to dress up
Which is better-Bermuda or Brazil: Brazil
Would you ever consider dating someone 10 years your senior?: When I was younger I would have, now probably not. Maybe when I'm older.
What about 10 years younger?: That would be seriously illegal.
How many times have you gone fishing?: Never
This or That
Bath or Shower: Shower
Lemon or Orange: Orange
Monopoly or Candyland: Candyland
TV or Movies: Movies
Oatmeal or Raisins: Oatmeal
Digital or Disposable: Digital
Permanent or Temporary: there is beauty in transience
Dalmatian or German Shepheard: I like smallerish dogs.
Ursela or Jafar: Who? What?
Ben Stiller or Will Ferrel: I can't make an informed decision
Tina Fey or Molly Shannon: Tina Fey
Mint Chocolate Chip or Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
Donuts or Kolaches: What's a kolache?
Traveling: I love it
Have you ever been to Rome?: Hell yes
What about China?: No
Would you like to see the Great Rift Valley in Africa?: Yeah
How about Niagra Falls?: Seen it
Would you go ice fishing for 2 months in Antartica?: I'm not a fan of fishing
...Knowing that you would get a free trip to the Bahamas afterwards?: Bahamas suck
This or That
Bagladesh or Amsterdam: Hmmm, hard choice
Berne, Switzerland or Argentina: Argentina. My sisters live there. But my aunt lives in Switzerland. Hard choice again!
Egypt or Kazakstan: both
Alaska or Australia: Alaska
Kenya or Iran: If I don't say Iran Davy will murder me
Japan or Sweden: argh
Turkey or Germany: Argh
Other Things...
Ever been to a roller-skating rink?: yes
Do you like to ice skate?: yes
Have you ever watched your school's marching band preform?: yes
Do you enjoy decorating for Christmas?: no
Ever seen snow?: outside my window?
What about a shooting star?: yes!
What do you refer to your mother as?: Mama
Have you ever bought something off of Ebay?: yes
Do you have more than 2 online journals?: nope. just this one
Do you have more than 3 siblings? Just the 3
Would you rather watch a baseball or hockey game?: hockey
What is better: Walgreens or CVS: ?
Are Wal-Mart's prices really that low?: walmart is evil
If you were a crayon what color would you be? indigo
Have you ever almost died?: yes
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: I guess so
What makes you happy?: people.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: the most important thing is to be happy.
Ever done drugs?: yes.
What sport do you hate the most?: tennis
What sport do you love the most?: i don't
How many TVs do you have in your house?: two
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Who do you tell your dreams to?: I don't remember my dreams.
You and Love: have an adversarial relationshi
Lights on or off: off
Which finger is your favorite?: index
Do you like your handwriting?: yes. its neat and small.
What's your favorite lunch meat?: I don't eat meat
Any bad habits?: a million
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?: sure
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?: maybe.
Are you a daredevil?: quite
What do you miss the most right now?: stabilized neurochemistry
What are you thinking of right now?: how this has become a compulsion
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: nope.
Do fish have feelings?: sure.
How do you release anger?: self-destruction
Where is your second home?: everywhere
Do you trust others easily?: why not?
What was your favorite toy as a child?: my doll.
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?: I don't.
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?: newspaper.
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?: live my life.
Do you use sarcasm a lot?: yes
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: nope. don't tie them either
What are you worried about right now?: That I can't stop this
Anything else you want to add?: I hate OCD
How many langauges do you speak?: 2 fluently. 2 semi-fluently.
What do you think of America?: still not a bad place to be.
What do you think of technology?: very necessary for my life
What do you think of domesticating snakes?: why not?
What do you think of fast food?: most of it is horrible. there are a few exceptions.
What do you think of friends?: I like mine. they will not be reading this.
What do you think of protests?: rock on.
What do you think of insects?: they're necessary
What do you think of chemically made fruits? (i.e. tangello): chemically made? what?
Compulsion attack. PLEASE don't click on it. It's very pathetic and long and boring and sad. Sometimes I start things and can't stop doing them. Demonstration of OCD, especially the compulsion part--the way you just have to do something till it exhausts you.
I am not sleepy in the slightest. I need to accept that there is no way that I am sleeping tonight and do something else. Unfortunately, I left all my movies at school and I can't download on this piece of shit.
Today was a good day.
Writer's block. Someone give me a prompt.
trying to bore myself to sleep. please ignore.
3 Names you go by:
Jae
Jessy
Juicika
3 screen names you have
darklingbird
catch
myaimone
3 things you like about yourself
I'm interesting
I make friends easily
I'm independent
3 things you hate/dislike about yourself
I have OCD
I have no self-control
I am short
3 parts of your heritage
Italian
Argentinean
Jewish
3 things that scare you
Growing up
The stuff that comes with growing up
etc.
3 of your everyday essentials
my meds
a random phone call
time alone
3 things you are wearing right now
jammie bottoms
an oversized long-sleeve t-shirt
earrings
3 of your favorite songs at present
"Tesko Suicide" - Sneaker Pimps
“Endless Skies” - VNV Nation
“What If No One's Watching” - Ani DiFranco
3 things you want to try in the next 12 months
Quit smoking
Clean
Stabilize my sleep habits.
3 things you want in a relationship
Adventure
Honesty
Acceptance
2 truths and a lie
There is another girl out there with almost the same name and life as me.
I just had meningitis
I am sick right now.
3 physical things about the opposite or same sex that appeals to you
Fingers
The way they look when they think no one is watching
That certain look.
3 things you just can’t do
Sing well
Eat a banana
Be an English major.
3 of your favorite hobbies
Writing
Writing
Meaningful conversations
3 things you want to do really badly right now
Sleep?
Turn the heat on
Exercise
3 careers you’re considering
bum
artsy bum
astronaut
3 places you want to go on vacation
Japan
Thailand
Indonesia
3 kids names
...just the names of three kids? because I don't want kids.
3 things you want to do before you die
Visit the Heartland of America
Remember what I dream about
Publish something I write? I don't know.
Okay, I couldn't resist this challenge: LONGEST SURVEY EVER
Basic Info
Full name? Jessica Maria
Nicknames? Jaejae, Jae, Jessy
How old are you?: 18
Where do you live?: New Yorky
Your Family: Is spread over the world
Are your parents divorced?: Yes
# of sisters?: 2
# of brothers?: 1
Do you like your parents?: Yes.
How about your siblings?: I adore them.
Do you get along better with mom or dad?: I see my Dad three times a year.
What's the most annoying thing your parent/s do?: Be detached.
How about your siblings?: My brother is autistic, so I can't be a good person and say he's annoying. My sisters are really young and live in South America, so they don't ever annoy me.
What\'s Your Favorite...
Food: Pasta.
Candy: I don't like candy. I'm not a sweets person.
Beverage: Water?
School Subject: They've all been my favorite at one point.
Color: ALL OF THEM!
Accessory: Scarves
Clothing Item: See above
Actor: C.
Actress: J.
Shoes: My clunky ones that make me tall.
Board Game: I hate board games.
Video Game: Um, well, right now I'm playing Ninja Gaiden Black. I don't really have favorites.
Computer Game: My computer is too crappy to handle games.
Make-up Item: Eyeliner
TV Show: Grey's Anatomy. :( I'm so addicted. It's so pathetic.
Movie: Can't answer this.
Song: Same, I guess.
Car: Mine!
Season: Spring.
Sport: Kickboxing...I don't know.
This Or That
Pen or Pencil: Pen for writing, pencil for drawing
CD or Radio: CD
Couch or Chair: Big comfy armchairs
Tv or Computer: Computer
Laptop or Desktop: laptop
Reading or Writing: Both
Rock or Rap: Rock
Black or White: Black...white stains too easily
Old or New: Both have their place
Wild or Sophisticated: see above
Funny or Serious: see 2 above
Dog or Cat: dogs. most definitely dogs. though kittens are okay.
Hockey or Figure Skating: hockey.
Lip Gloss or Lipstick: lip gloss, because when you wear dramatic eye makeup you can't go too heavy on your lips.
Computer or Video Game: video game
Too Tan or Too Pale: too pale. too tan looks cancerous
Sneakers or Flip-Flops: who cares
Night or Day: I stay up all night and sleep all day
Inside or Outside: I'd like to say inside, but...
Sun or Stars: sun. keep me warm
Lightening or Rain: rain.
Land or Water: land?
Earrings or Ring: I guess earrings
Coke or Pepsi: Coka kola
Listen or Talk: both
Your Love Life...Or Lack Of One
Are you straight?: yes, despite Ammie's efforts to the contrary
Ever had a boy/girlfriend?: no. (just kidding.)
Have one now?: sort of?
How many people have you dated?: what do you mean by "dated"...?
Have you been dumped?: usually i lose interest first
Have you dumped someone?: yes
How many people have you kissed?: i have no idea.
Do you have a crush right now?: sure
Are you ever going to tell that person?: he's well aware ;)
Have You Ever...
Drank? water? yes. I get it though, and yes.
Smoked? yes
Kissed The Same Sex? This was one of Ammie's efforts
Kissed Someone You Just Met? A very casual peck as a joke.
Swore At A Teacher? Yes :(
Swon At Your Parents? My mother and I are vulgar people
Gotten In A Fight At School? Like a physical fight? No.
Skipped A Class? For the first time when I wasn't sick at college
Been Suspended? No
Stolen Something? Yeah, nothing big
Done Drugs? Skipping this question
Gotten a 4.0? DAMN STRAIGHT
More than once? yes
Failed a class? NEVER
Repeated a grade? no
Been In Love? i don't know
Had A Job? yes.
Been Fired? yes.
Pulled A Prank? yes.
Dyed your hair? for the past six years now.
Dyed it a "weird" hair color? yes.
Gotten a tattoo? no
Moved? yes
Wrote a story? ...yes
Wrote a song? I wrote a bassline for some songs.
Seriously Injured Someone? I don't think so...if I did it was definitely not on purpose
Been Seriously Injured By Someone? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Stayed In The Hospital? Yes
Gotten Stitches? Yes!
Taken A Survey This Long? I'm trying to bore myself to sleep
I'll Name A Band, You Name A Song
Good Charlotte: I can't
Sugarcult: I can't
The Killers: The "she's calling a cab" one
Papa Roach: I can't
Jimmy Eat World: Bleed American
Linkin Park: In the End
New Found Glory: um...something about snow?
My Chemical Romance: can't.
The Used: can't.
Blink 182: Going Away to College
Sum 41: Fat Lip
In The Last 24, Have You...
Cried?: no!
Laughed?: yes
Yelled?: possibly.
Kissed Someone?: nope
Showered?: yes, like 5 times
Listened To Music?: of course
IMed Someone?: of course
Called Someone? : yes
Hugged Someone?: yes
Been Hugged?: can you hug without being hugged in return?
Played An Instrument?: nope
Read A Book?: yes
Updated Your LiveJournal? quite obviously
Sent A E-mail?: nope. people should correspond by email with me more
Or Just Forwarded One?: no
Taken Medicine?: of course
Gone To School?: no!
Gone To Work?: haha I don't...WORK
Seen your Crush?: no :(
Sang?: yes
Which Of Your Friends is The Most... (Home friends have full names. School friends have initials)
Funny? Ammie
Athletic? Oh...um...none of us
Book Smart? All of them
Common Sense Smart? Jespah
Nicest? Callie
Best Listener? Joey
Talkative? None above the others.
Troubled? Jespah
Oldest? J.
Youngest? Eric
Lazy? M
Like You? No one is like me.
Do You Want To Hang Out With More? Davy
Have You Been To...
Disney World? Yes
Niagra Falls? Yes
A Casino? yes
A Bar? yes
A Rated R Movie? yes
Outside of Your State? yes
A Different Country? yes
Washington DC? yes
Florida? yes
California? no (whoa, first one!)
A Friend Of The Opposite Sexes House? yes
A Concert? yes
How Many Times Have You...
Gotten Drunk? More than I care to remember
Smoked? likewise
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? it's not really an event you can count
Kissed someone? dum de dum
Been To A Concert? a bunch of times, don't feel like counting
Had A Job? Uh...Starbucks. Worked at that spa. Twice?
Sent someone A Valentine? Not since I was in elementary school and you would give everyone one.
Recieved A Valentine? Likewise
Dyed Your Hair? For the past six years
Gotten something pierced/tattooed? 15 that stayed...a bunch that didn't
Skipped A Class? Only once when I wasn't sick
Had A Crush? all the time
Do You Believe In...
God? yes
Love At First Sight? no way
Pre-Marital Sex? yes
Abortion? yes
Gone On Vacation? yes?
Gone Out Of The Country? yes (are we in a new section now?)
Hate Or Love? Love
Rock ... around the clock?
Rap...p
Mosh Pits: are kind of dangerous, but if thats your thing
Britney Spears?: Do I think she's REAL?
MTV? I watched this show today about super sweet sixteens. What the hell is going on with MTV?
Vegetarianism? I think I would have to, being one
Good Charlotte? ?
Driving? I drive, yes
Being Away From Home? I am often away from home
Would Ever....
Bungee Jump? Maybe
Go Rock Climbing? I do go rock climbing
Run A Marathon? No. I am not healthy enough for that
Get A Tattoo? Yes
Get A Piercing Besides Your Ears? *sticks out tongue*.
Move Out Of The Country You Live In? Possibly.
Ask Your Crush Out? :*
Kill Someone? I couldn't. Ever.
Tell A Secret You Promised To Keep? Only when I really had to.
Cheat On Someone?
Go On A Show Like Fear Factor? Haha. No.
Your Plans For The Future: FALL ASLEEP. DAMN.
Have Kids? I don't think it'd be a good idea.
How Many?
Get Married? I doubt it would be a good idea.
What Will Your Job Be? Oh, for Christ's sake
Will You Go To College? Yes
Move Away? Yes
Stay In The Same Area You Grew Up In? No
Where Will You Go To College? Baltimore
Will You Be Rich? Most likely not
Hair style at the moment? Doubled over ponytail.
* Favorites *
Drink?: water.
Alcoholic Drink?: tequila.
Time of day?: nighttime
Day of the week?: depends on my weekly schedule
Book?: can't answer this.
Subject in school?: depends on the teacher
Place in the USA?: Fire Island?
Place outside the USA?: Lots
Style of clothes?: mine.
Store?: no preference, really.
Mall?: Roosevelt Field, 'cause I know it.
City?: Lots.
Website?: www.overheardinnewyork.com
Magazine?: New York Magazine...for whatever reason.
Kind of pet?: doggy.
* Worst *
Place to be?: A Colombian death camp.
Class in school?: None right now.
Time of day?: None
Season?: late winter
Kind of pet?: old cats
Drink? gin.
Food? fish
Mall? ghetto mall
Store? don't really know which is the WORST...
Style of clothes? preppy.
Celebrity?: don't care
Color?: I love them all
Book?: The Grapes of Wrath
Type of music?: Christmas music
* Daily Life *
When do you get up? Any time from 9 to 1
What is your first thought?: How can I effectively plan my...I have OCD
What do you do first?: Go to the bathroom
What's your usual outfit?: I don't *have* a usual outfit
What's the first class of the day?: Used to be Spanish
When does school end?: Yesterday
Do you see your friends?: Right now? No.
What do you do when you get home? Throw my keys somewhere
What time do you go to bed?: Never
* Do you...*
Brush your teeth daily? of course
Brush your hair daily? most of the time.
Shower daily? yes
Sing? yes. when no one can hear me, or when i'm drunk
Dance? yes
Party? sure
Get drunk? see *sing*
Read books? yes
Listening to music a lot? yes
Read magazines? not really
Go online a lot? sometimes i'm an addict, sometimes i go months without it
Stay on AIM all day even with an away message? no
Have a religion? yes
Have an IPod? yes
Want an IPod?
Get sick a lot? yes
Watch TV? sure
Like MTV? no
Like VH1? no
Like the History Channel? not really
Have Digital Cable? here i do
Have more than 500 channels on your TV? here i think.
Listen to the radio? only in my car
Still use your CD player? only in my car
Stalk people? no.
Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List? I don't think so
Have dial-up internet? nope
Have AOL? Nope
Know HTML? A little bit
Have a GPA higher than 3.9? in High school I did, I don't have a GPA at college till next semester
Get H's in honors classes? What?
* Music *
Do you listen to Rap? Very infrequently
R & B? No.
Blues and/or Jazz? No.
Classical? Sometimes.
Pop? Sometimes.
Country? No.
Emo/Scremo? As a joke.
Heavy Metal? No
Christian? No
Techno? Yes.
Reggae? No
Broadway Musical songs? yes.
Oldies? some
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now? Hell no.
Are you eating something? Nope
Are you drinking something? Water
Are you IMing anyone? No one is online now!
Are you talking on the phone with someone? No one is awake now!
Are you talking face to face with someone? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there? Me, kind of.
What song are you listening to?: La Tortura by Shakira
What are you watching on TV?: Nothing
What other websites do you have open?: Randoms
Why are you taking this survey?: To lull myself to sleep
Where are you going to post it?: Livejournal, the repository for my trials to lull myself to sleep
What are you going to do after this?: nothing.
* What do you Believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?: maybe.
The afterlife?: Maybe.
Aliens?: sure
God?: yes.
The devil?: no.
Heaven?: maybe
Hell?: maybe
Scientology?: no
Hinduism?: maybe
Buddhism?: maybe
Christianity?: maybe
Taoism?: maybe
Judiasm?: I'm Jewish
Jesus?: he sure existed
Nothing?: I believe in something. not sure what, obviously
Reincarnation?: maybe
Yourself?: would you believe in me?
* Randoms *
Have you been on an airplane before?: ...yes
Where were you going?: everywhere
Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: yes
Have you ever partied in another country?: of course
Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: yes!
Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: I think so
Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: no. everyone just adores me
Talked about someone behind their back?: everyone has
Had someone talk about you behind your back?: everyone has
Been in a fight online?: argued online
Been in a fight face to face?: argued
Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: try not to
Been called a bitch?: yes
Been called a slut/whore?: yes
Been to Australia?: yes
Do you like snakes?: I have no real preference
Ever cried to get your own way?: to get out of trouble
Ever broken a bone?: yes
Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: yes
Ever had serious surgery?: yes
Ever looked a porn online?: watching porn with your friends drunk = priceless
Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?: they are amazingly funny
Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: NO
Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: furniture
Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: hell no.
Ever been on stage for any reason?: as a stagehand. i danced when I was little
Ever been in a play?: only as tech
Ever been in a choir?: no
Ever been in a band?: yes
Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: yes
Waxed your eyebrows?: no
Waxed your legs?: yes
Cut yourself shaving?: of course
Have you ever died?: yes.
Do you like celery?: sure.
Have you seen the movie I Heart Huckabees?: yes
What color is your bedroom ceiling?: white.
By what age could you swallow pills?: four or five?
Do you like to dance?: yes
Name someone you love: everyone!
Do you like to drink alot of water?: yes!
Do you enjoy Halloween time?: I love to dress up
Which is better-Bermuda or Brazil: Brazil
Would you ever consider dating someone 10 years your senior?: When I was younger I would have, now probably not. Maybe when I'm older.
What about 10 years younger?: That would be seriously illegal.
How many times have you gone fishing?: Never
This or That
Bath or Shower: Shower
Lemon or Orange: Orange
Monopoly or Candyland: Candyland
TV or Movies: Movies
Oatmeal or Raisins: Oatmeal
Digital or Disposable: Digital
Permanent or Temporary: there is beauty in transience
Dalmatian or German Shepheard: I like smallerish dogs.
Ursela or Jafar: Who? What?
Ben Stiller or Will Ferrel: I can't make an informed decision
Tina Fey or Molly Shannon: Tina Fey
Mint Chocolate Chip or Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
Donuts or Kolaches: What's a kolache?
Traveling: I love it
Have you ever been to Rome?: Hell yes
What about China?: No
Would you like to see the Great Rift Valley in Africa?: Yeah
How about Niagra Falls?: Seen it
Would you go ice fishing for 2 months in Antartica?: I'm not a fan of fishing
...Knowing that you would get a free trip to the Bahamas afterwards?: Bahamas suck
This or That
Bagladesh or Amsterdam: Hmmm, hard choice
Berne, Switzerland or Argentina: Argentina. My sisters live there. But my aunt lives in Switzerland. Hard choice again!
Egypt or Kazakstan: both
Alaska or Australia: Alaska
Kenya or Iran: If I don't say Iran Davy will murder me
Japan or Sweden: argh
Turkey or Germany: Argh
Other Things...
Ever been to a roller-skating rink?: yes
Do you like to ice skate?: yes
Have you ever watched your school's marching band preform?: yes
Do you enjoy decorating for Christmas?: no
Ever seen snow?: outside my window?
What about a shooting star?: yes!
What do you refer to your mother as?: Mama
Have you ever bought something off of Ebay?: yes
Do you have more than 2 online journals?: nope. just this one
Do you have more than 3 siblings? Just the 3
Would you rather watch a baseball or hockey game?: hockey
What is better: Walgreens or CVS: ?
Are Wal-Mart's prices really that low?: walmart is evil
If you were a crayon what color would you be? indigo
Have you ever almost died?: yes
Do you like the person you got this survey from?: I guess so
What makes you happy?: people.
What's the best advice ever given to you?: the most important thing is to be happy.
Ever done drugs?: yes.
What sport do you hate the most?: tennis
What sport do you love the most?: i don't
How many TVs do you have in your house?: two
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: no
Who do you tell your dreams to?: I don't remember my dreams.
You and Love: have an adversarial relationshi
Lights on or off: off
Which finger is your favorite?: index
Do you like your handwriting?: yes. its neat and small.
What's your favorite lunch meat?: I don't eat meat
Any bad habits?: a million
Do you have any embarrasing CDs on your shelf?: sure
If you were another person would you be friends with yourself?: maybe.
Are you a daredevil?: quite
What do you miss the most right now?: stabilized neurochemistry
What are you thinking of right now?: how this has become a compulsion
Do you think there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: nope.
Do fish have feelings?: sure.
How do you release anger?: self-destruction
Where is your second home?: everywhere
Do you trust others easily?: why not?
What was your favorite toy as a child?: my doll.
What class in school do you use as "nap time"?: I don't.
Ever been on TV or in the newspaper?: newspaper.
What do you do when you're sad or depressed?: live my life.
Do you use sarcasm a lot?: yes
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: nope. don't tie them either
What are you worried about right now?: That I can't stop this
Anything else you want to add?: I hate OCD
How many langauges do you speak?: 2 fluently. 2 semi-fluently.
What do you think of America?: still not a bad place to be.
What do you think of technology?: very necessary for my life
What do you think of domesticating snakes?: why not?
What do you think of fast food?: most of it is horrible. there are a few exceptions.
What do you think of friends?: I like mine. they will not be reading this.
What do you think of protests?: rock on.
What do you think of insects?: they're necessary
What do you think of chemically made fruits? (i.e. tangello): chemically made? what?
Compulsion attack. PLEASE don't click on it. It's very pathetic and long and boring and sad. Sometimes I start things and can't stop doing them. Demonstration of OCD, especially the compulsion part--the way you just have to do something till it exhausts you.
I am not sleepy in the slightest. I need to accept that there is no way that I am sleeping tonight and do something else. Unfortunately, I left all my movies at school and I can't download on this piece of shit.
Today was a good day.