I Hate Myself More And More Everyday...

[darklover14]

I never should've come here, I should've left when she asked me to. I should've been there!!! It's not right that I'm here and safe and she's at home alone and unprotected. And now this happens...I'm here safe and she got raped! She was raped and I wasn't there to hold her! Hell I wasn't there to prevent it! If I had been there she would've been

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[whyme14z]

Amber what I am about to type you better hear my voice in your head saying this to you understand. Its not your fault. Its not your fault Aulie got rapped. Its not Aulie's fault for getting raped. Its just one of those things that should never fucking happen but often does. It sickenes me how are society is. The government doesnt do all in its power to make it stop. Soo there are some things to blame it on like society or bad government, but if I ever hear you say it was your fault I will come up there and prove it to you understand. I love you Amber. Hang in there shes alright now. Love you big sis

Your Loving brother

~nick

[hellpyrokitten]

*huggs hard and long* baby, i swear to you, it wasn't your fault. you couldn't prevent it and neither could aulie. it's just... something that happens. of all people, i should know. remember, i've been rapped twice... it's... harsh and it hurts but never blame yourself. it wasn't because you weren't there or anything. she knows you love her and she loves you. it wasn't your fault. i'l repeat that a thousand times. it wasn't your fault. trust me, when the one you love blames themself for what happened... it just hurts worse. i love you so much sammy. i wish i could hold you and make you feel better. i know it's not something that goes away, but it will heal. i promise.

Jenna