Warning: Lots of rants and agony

[darkmage009]

Rain is a double-edge sword. It destroys family income and it makes me happy at the same time. I can't help feeling calm and at peace when its raining. I wish there's no classes tomorrow so that I can make/fix my documentations, proposals, case study and reports. I can't wait for OCTOBER TO COME!!!

I just had a random thought yesterday and was thinking that... 'hey, why don't I just buy a LCD projector and plug it in my CPU? That way, I can watch YAOI anime in a much bigger--better screen!' But then again my classmate told me that they really cost a lot. So he shattered my dream in an instant.

I don't feel like working my reports and proposals. Why am I doing this for my groupmates? This is so unfair. And what do I get? No gratitude or anything! This is the reason why I like working alone. The credit is mine and the blame is mine to shoulder too. No harm done and no irritating groupmates to think about! *glances at her forgotten ppt. presentation*

Well anyway, enough of the rant! A while ago, since the traffic was boring the hell out of me and I was getting dizzy reading on the vehicle, I daydreamed about Saito Takumi slash Oshitari Yuushi singing on stage with me playing the keyboards. But actually, he's just a look alike Saito slash Yuushi slash my nonexistent bandmate. And I was grinning like an idiot too. A really, weird thing to daydream about.

Actually, I've been daydreaming a lot about Oshitari... I think the Oshiato is really calling me back. But then again, why am I thinking of Sanada too?

Last Saturday, as Sei hvid_noire already posted on her entry, we went to a con and it was quite pricey but nonetheless blissful experience for me.





They're such an eye candy! But I don't have the money to buy them! Too glossy and too beautiful means too pricey! *sobs* I love Minekura-sensei for illustrating them all but the price is a no-no.

I wasn't able to take a picture of the yaoi mangas there. But anyway, it was really fun! I was really thinking about costripping next con... hmmm.

P.S. I'm so deprived of YAOI MANGAS FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS!!! I usually read new releases every night but because of some circumstances, I failed to find happiness in the midst of chaos!!

AND I MISS YOU GUYS!!