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I've done it yet again. But, for once, I've done my homework... no smoking, no drugs, no hidden friends. I'm hoping this one won't fuck me over like all the others. I think the previous statement may be true (I won't get lied to, cheated on, trashed).
Though, while writing this, I shall take 10 mins to step away from the present state of euphoria. Realism does have it's anchors in me; especially after summer events. I will be completely ready for any loss.
2 years makes a big difference, though at least this time it's an even number (and my fav, as we all know). If it's still there by the time I go off to college, I think we can manage. If not...even though I am enthralled w/ it and hope it does, I will still be completely expecting and accepting if it doesn't. Though this is from a 'now' pov.
I guess that's all for me to say(?)
I'm REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm also still in this "whaaa" phase, it not having really hit me yet.. lol.