I lost 10 more pounds since last time. I go back next week and if I've lost anymore weight by then I'm going to have to be hospitalized. WOnderful...like I really care. I really dont care what happens to me anymore. I'm worthless anyway ( Read more... )

Ugh I cant take it anymore.

I go to the free clinic tomorrow...and I hope they tell me im really dying.

I really do.

This week was about the same as last week I guess. I dont know. Im getting into therapy. But honestly I dont know anymore. Is it worth it? Kristin found a therapist for me and I hear shes amazing good, but Im scared. Im having alot of mixed feelings. I'm also feeling extremely stuck, because I went to a couple OA meetings, and I know you're ( Read more... )

Do it!!

Ask me ANY FOUR questions; no matter how personal, inappropriate or random, I will answer the questions 100% truthfully.

Then repost this and see what people want to ask you.

Gahhh worst week EVER! Hopefully next week will be better. So on Monday when kristen took me to the free clinic for them to do another examination, they saw im looking even worse that im even more at risk for something bad happening and they said if I don’t get some kind of treatment I’m going to die...and so they like had to tell my parents. ( Read more... )

....It was horrible. Well Friday was a pretty hard day..Thursday night ( Read more... )

Soo a lot has been going on...I guess.

Finals- went pretty well I guess. I had really bad strep, and the worst ( Read more... )

k guys.
one week.
and then i am deleting this journal.
ADD me!
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I only have one friend on there right now! So you need to add me.

thank you :)

weeee best night ever hahahah that was so much fun...I haven't had such a good time on a friday night in a LONG time.
lmao I was at game night at my sponsors house...how sad is that.
haha oh well.  There were alot of people there. And the coolest thing ( Read more... )

well this week has been interesting. I GOT MY TOP WIRE!! yessssssssss ( Read more... )