so i am going to the airport in like 10 minutes and i thought it would be good to write a public goodbye ( Read more... )

come one come all, come big come small. read this to see, that this night can be emotionally free ( Read more... )

my hamster is so cute! i put in a tissue box in his cage and he spent 30 minutes being fascinated by it.
other things i like, the nv's they are really nice. i was talking to one of them, and we had a jolly good convo. so rock on northies, rock on.
is is going to be nice tomorrow? who knows...i want to wear a skirt, oh well.

okay i need some guy advice ( Read more... )

hey yall ( Read more... )

so cabaret is slowly killing me. i get enough sleep, i don't over use my voice, and take a shower everyday...but i still am stressed while i am doing the show. people i feel are just geting moody. i mean how hard is it to NOT TALK in the middle of a scene? i mean i could hear everyone when i was on stage. i just feel like it is disrespectful and ( Read more... )

so right now i am on the phone with a boy that i used to be with at camp. but our relationship at camp should have happened in the real world, i mean it was so perfect. but then it died. don't fret, the only reason why i am bringing this up now is because we are in away back together.he just makes me feel so good about myself. like i am worth ( Read more... )

i just have so much emotion that i can't express it. i am writting this on live journal so every one knows that if i do not smile at them, or laugh it is not them but me. i am going through many things right now that i have tried to suppress but it has gotten to the point where i can not hide it anymore ( Read more... )

how can life be good, amazing, one minute and make you want to die the next. i want to just end, i can't, i wont, i don't know, god just fuck it all. why must i be the one to care? i need to stop breathing. i don't want to be older that means i am 18 years old, i have been killing myself for 18 years. sorry for all the people reading this who are ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i will be a legal adult. i will be able to vote, be called for jury duty, buy porn, lotto tickets, and well buy cigarettes (something i will never do). but mainly i will just being going to school, and have the same day as always. but yeah, so if anyone wants to do something today for my birthday please call me cause i just want to be ( Read more... )