Venturing out to N.M. for an evening to have pizza. Silly silly yes is known. But hey, you only live once, may as well make it silly and happy. Never been to N.M. so this will be yet another state put on the list ov places ventured. Thanks to a friend the trip will be free ( Read more... )

She royaly Hates it when people are mean to her friends...for no reason.

She is so unhappy the past 2 days. She can't beat it. Only if she could be held tonight. Mason is here and that is helping alot yet he is 2 years of age so it is sort of difficult to make him cuddle.

Off the be sad for another 24.
At least the hair is over half done.

No more hole no more emptyness and in her darkness a little light now shines.
She has become part of this world instead of fighting it and she is content.

In this life it seems there is no end. No end when you realy want it to be "the end" It just keeps going and where it stops no one knows ( Read more... )

It's to bad a future ball is only a story of the truth you want from a strangers mouth ( Read more... )

It is funny how when a person who is isolated but doesn't realy want anything to do with your life calls and writes all the time, but the moment of freedom from that isolation (lets say 14 days) you don't hear from them as often ( Read more... )

It's funny sitting here in my house looking at all the crap I have gathered over the years trying to make a little life fit into such a small happy home. It's all going, strait to the trash. Screew Goodwill and where ever else I can take it, it's all going in the trash ( Read more... )

It's funny even writing in this journal or any journal for that matter doesn't seem to help anymore ( Read more... )

It's odd how things tend to work out