"I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel.. Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say ( Read more... )

hey well time for an update.been to lazy to do one of late.ok well here goes..valentines day.. started off very slow then after seeing lauren in school it seemed to speed up quicker.went uptown and met eric on the way.ended up going to macdonalds where dan showed up.met tom taco and tyler shortly there after.then went to melissa's and carlos showed ( Read more... )

hey all.hows it going? its goin very good here. i am very tired.got back from the mall last night with lauren at like 11.was fun.beofre we got kicked out we were running around camp bucky in the food court.fun times ( Read more... )

so, today was an awesome day.had a great time wit mah baby lauren =)! got high and chilled with eric,jay,ellen,lauren,taco,aj..yeah was definatley a very good time ( Read more... )

hey all whats up? that superbowl kicked some ass, well yeah ho was everyones superbowl? mine was good.drank a bit before the superbowl.smoked blueberry dro with a blueberry blunt rap.phat ass blunt for halftime ( Read more... )

hello all..i see ellen and lauren have found me..=) ive been found.for once.well yeah anyways, things are the old norm...school sucks but atleast some of the ppl are cool ( Read more... )

well.. updating once again..its been a while since i last have. not like much has really happened.normal life i suppose you could say.school sucks, have depression up the ying freakin yang ( Read more... )

If you would kiss me leave a comment. Then post this in your journal and see who would kiss you!

im starten to not care ne more...im sick of trying.. im done...no one ever writes comments in here so yeah as of now or very soon,im deleting this journal..grrr...*sigh*......no one reads it any way....yeah well.. on other news, im done trying any more to get a gf... not since early summer.. for like 2 weeks.. yeah im done with stupid fuckin dating ( Read more... )