Today was going fine until i find out that MaRk is mad at me and so is his cousin they are mad just cuz i dont talk alot to mark... (sigh) i could never please anyone it makes me feel like as soon as i get home from skool i have to call him... i do like talking to him and everything but sometimes i dont feel like talking on the phone and stuff and ( Read more... )

Theres nothing to do.... yesterday was ok... Damn it i have to go to summer skool (i think) but most likely damn you algebra 1 *shakes fist* Hmm what cds should i get? dodododo.... Ive been having some fucked up dreams that usually happens when me and RoBert break up... its like my mind thinks we are together and when i wake up i know we arent its ( Read more... )

I know what to do i need to get my mind of him duh! Hes obviously moved on so should i... Im gonna start reading alot again and learn how to skateboard (shut up james) go out more with my friends yea i actually feel good about myself! Im gonna be myself again.... That reminds me i havent talked to MaRk for a long time i miss that guy! Love stinks ( Read more... )

I found out that he likes another girl named stephanie.... (I guess you were right James.) Im seriously going insane i know i may sound pathetic but he was the love of my life the one i was supposed to end up with we were ment to be...But now shes the star in his sky...Even though he said "i just may fall in love with you again" hes just giving me ( Read more... )

Today was an awesome day!!! I went to the movies with my friends it was cool.... I started talking to RoBert and yea so im ok now we arent back together but he says he loves me? Im confused! But anywho i like MaRk alot!!! Hes soo fucking awesome and stuff...*sigh* Tomorrow im gonna go out with my cousins yea its gonna be cool! (all dorky) damn it ( Read more... )

This sucks! I miss him so fucking much(even though he doesnt "love" me anymore how stupid?) Everyone is telling me to move on that i could do much better or to find someone else...But i dont want anyone else but him yes i know its pathetic but i cant help it... Well i rather change subjects i barely made this journal oooo i feel so cool!! Christmas ( Read more... )