It is time to let it all happen, It may not be pretty but it must be done. I cant look back now no matter what I may hurt from here to this is over. I cant think about that.I'm to strong now, dont let that go my heart says. I was once the student now I the enemy. I was to perfect I got everything. It was supposed to control me all am now is ( Read more... )

So I finaaly decide to bitch twisted ex krystal out so I did. And today I get a message back on myspace that is supposedly from hatchet but its on her accont and its like wtf. But even if it was him I've changed alot and he doesnt know that cause he not fucking here. I wish he was though. So I went out with jason tonight it as fun we went to ( Read more... )

Draw the shades to Close my eyes I never want to see again I found the cost of courage high Sometimes hard to pay I hear the songs the sirens sing Calling on the shores for me So sell your soul and try to fly The tether still remains And all the finer things They laid upon my table Smiled as their hooks Were slowly sinking in Another pill for me to ( Read more... )

Sometimes we grow in little spurts and well sometimes all the sudden everything makes sense. Well I had one of those all the sudden life just made sense things. So all though I cant say all of it here, those who we do not speak of will no longer be of concern shortly. I am not that girl anymore so fuck you, u may have had me a long time ago but u ( Read more... )

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Azrael
You are Azrael, Death's Bright Angel, the Angel of Death. You write in your book of names all who are born, and when they die, if they are destined for heaven, circle their name in light. If they are damned, you circle it in darkness. Your element is Spirit, your colors are Grey and Black, and your ( Read more... )

One yr scine that day i got the news...I had gone chronic...in a way it was a great at least i didnt have MS. Ive been throught almost a yr of antibotics now and although i have some perminent damage I am almost in remission.SO thats good and bad I've battled this disease for more the 2yrs now and im tired...I HAVE TO WORK SO MUCH HARDER THEN ALL ( Read more... )

Let the poision run through my viens its all I know anymore. Let the thoughts of the past fall back into my mind. Let what once made me strong rip me down. Should I? Drink from that cup again sure y not, what harm could it do, i'm no longer whole anyway. Let the shattered pieces fly away I have no need anymore. Let what you once knew leave ur mind ( Read more... )

So the first week is usally kinda easy I feel good about all my classes, my professors are really cool, i knew lobdell would be but so is everyone else I really like professor masterson he's really funny in a subtle way that only the intellically sound would understand. Mikey and I are ok after his car accident thank God. But anyway I'm not all to ( Read more... )

Ahhh so it the night b4 spring semsester starts and I'm laying in be dLike I ussally an around this time and I'm thinking, and this thoguht popped into my head what if twisted and hatchet were here? Would everything be the way it is now. And then I relized that the reason I'm asking this is b/c i miss them so much. So heres what I decided.....1. ( Read more... )

She always had a pretty face I wonder y she hung around this place.....

So yesterday I had this great day with hils and kelly it really lifted my spirts I havent walked around the harbor in so long and then we went to chopoltie(i cant spell) for lunch and that was just yummy and alot of fun and then did readings. After that we hopped back on the ( Read more... )