I need to remember to lock doors...

You care too much

I don't care enough

Another uneventful night.

I'm getting tired of blowing out the candles by myself.

Hold me...

Just kinda put something together right now and it hurts. I'm happy but it hurts. Sacrifices suck. It's my fault for waiting. Well I guess I'll just turn to myself again to make me happy. I was an idiot for depending on people. I should never have let someone else been my source of happiness. I never should have let them in. I never should have let ( Read more... )

Wow things just went from incredibly fucking shitty to unbearably painful. I fucking hate everything. Someone kill me and make it hurt.

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...so fucking alone...

I can still feel your hands on me. I just can't shake the feeling that you're still holding on, making me happy. So weird. Had to write it down.

He was a demon. Fire and rock flowed through his veins. He was the dark child. I could stare at the abyss and piss in it with him. We laughed at the stars while we flew by them. We waited until the end of the world together. We played records backwards and listened to "satan's" messages. We fought over trivial shit every five seconds. He was my ( Read more... )