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wish
i wish i knew
what else was
out there. And
I hate having
that feeling. I
need to know
that there is
more than just
this. I need
something
much, much
more.
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Re-fresh-ing
It's really nice to know that no one really reads this. Even if they do, they don't know me. & I don't know them. They don't judge me. No one really even cares. As weird as that may sound, its refreshing to not have anyone in my business or bothering me about some nonsense. And I have decided to on day write a book. "The People You Will Meet" will ( Read more... ) -
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life blows ass sometimes, ya know?
sucks.
my life isn't even bad. i love living in michigan. i love my dad. i love my friends. i just hate people in general i think. I hate their stupidity. I hate their ignorance. I hate them. Does that make me anti-social? I have no idea what to do anymore. It seems that no matter where i live, i am going to be ( Read more... ) -
Also
"It might be a while but i got a feelin out path will meet again"
Is it miserable that these are the most desirable words someone has written me in months?
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i know.
I realize a little more each day im not nearly as strong as i wish i was.
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I found myself...
Paisley Brad
Find Yourself
When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself
When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
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Fuck my life.
I just don't even know anymore. Dan is completely shitty with me. And i really don't even know why. Im so angry, and so hurt, and so sad. I just want him to love me so much. I want him to kiss me forever. I want him to hold me forever. I want to fall asleep in those arms for the rest of my life. And i can't. I can't even work things out right now ( Read more... ) -
empty
i just feel empty anymore. i hate it. i hate not being with dan. he means so much to me. is it weird that i've been thinking about college to base it around being a teacher at niles high? It popped into my head today. I go to bsu. I study journalism. I move to Niles. Dan and i get married. I write for the Niles Daily and work as a journalism ( Read more... ) -
Something that scares me.
RecentlyAlright, a lot of things freak me out & scare me. Like the dark for instance. But those things are pretty minor. Lately, so many scary things are happening in our country and world. There's a school shooting once or twice a week, people are killing other people like it's not a big deal. A friend of mine was threatened when she was getting ( Read more... ) -
Why?
So, i was thinking about why i love Dan last night. And here's what i came up with ( Read more... )