ok i currently feel very pissed off conflicted and jealous. i told her i liked her..but perhaps it was to late...she was getting on very well with sam english and i think he walked her home (damn it) crap crap crap ishould or said something earlier...fucking inexperience!!!! but yeah i asked her if she liked me, cos i couldn't really think of ( Read more... )

so my first foray into the wonderful world of hair colouring has not been as succesful as first hoped. ok so i tried to get it electric black using a semi - permannet dye, just for a trial you know (my mum did insist) but i've either used to little or rinsed it too early (even though i followed the instructions) and therefore it is not quite as ( Read more... )

i love being drunk. seriously best, most socially accepted drug in the world. i'm crazier, camper, greater when i am (well maybe not greater) yup great times i only wish the played more of the good stuff like 80s pop and 70s and 60s rock/pop so much better...they played it for a while but then they reverted to the tiny shit...bloody george...they ( Read more... )

i hate coursework.

i think i'm a bit of loser really. just really bad at the whole date thing. i'm not even sure if it was a date really, i like her but does she like me. i should have said something. it may be pathetic but at least i would know. i hate being me at the minute. well being me is ok i just don't like bits of me. **sigh** i really need to get properly ( Read more... )

yay!!! my new bass came on thursday without any dispatch confirming e-mail being sent so it came as a rather pleasant suprise. it's so so pretty though and sounds pretty cool, much better than my old shine one, although the newness of the strings does give a bit of a metallic sound. but yeah it's overally awsome. whats more that day i managed to ( Read more... )

i think spongebob has now 'officially' become a cult cartoon to be enjoyed by children and adults alike. well when i say this the wonderful squishy fellow has found his way on to mtv2 at 6.00pm. it's on nickolodean all the time so it's not really a big deal really ( Read more... )

i think spongebob has now 'officially' become a cult cartoon to be enjoyed by children and adults alike. well when i say this the wonderful squishy fellow has found his way on to mtv2 at 6.00pm. it's on nickolodean all the time so it's not really a big deal really ( Read more... )

went to see megadeth last night in nottingman. it was absolutly fucking awsome, they were playing well; the guitars sounded good, the drums did. the drumkit was massive, with like the crash cymbals hanging form a rig above it. diamondhead were also pretty good too, havn't really heard much of their stuff before only the couple of songs metallica ( Read more... )

today i went grimsby with my mum and bro and i bought the most wonderful jacket in binns. it seems to be a relic of when goth was in mainstream fashion. it's like a light black velvetty coat with this ace purple lining and stiching. it's got frayed collar and looks really cool. it cost me £70, but thats money well spent in my opinion. it was ( Read more... )