Once again my fears and doubts are preventing me from living my life the way I choose to... Thank You And Have A Nice FUCK OFF...

I'm sorry to anyone who has ever attempted to get close to me... I just can't let anyone get close to me anymore... I don't know what happened to me... it's not like anything happened in my life to make me like this... I just can't let anyone near me... it's not like I don't want people to be there for me and to be my friends... but I'm too afraid ( Read more... )

I want everyone who reads this to do me a really big favor... I need you to answer a few questions ( Read more... )

If any of you even think about attacking David I will personally destroy you one cell at a time... Dave was the only one that didn't do anything... I said a lot of things and yet you only have the balls to anonymously attack Dave, who didn't do anything... if I ever find out who did this I will make sure that you never sleep again... thank you and ( Read more... )

It isn't worth it anymore...I'm done...I hope you can sleep better at night now knowing that I've finally given up...this is for you Julie...I love you more than words could ever say...but that doesn't matter anymore...Thank You And Have A Nice FUCK OFF...

Well not much has happened since the last time I updated... not very suprising knowing me but oh well... but there is one thing that did happen since then... "My asian is in my bush" god i love you guys... only you Julie, only you... I'm going to miss all of my friends once they leave... I'm not quite sure what I'm gonna do without you guys... ( Read more... )

If anyone here can think of a reason for me to stop attempting to kill myself please let me know because according to this web page that i found suicide is the result when you have more problems then you do coping devices... If this is true then I need to find some more coping devices before its too late... and its getting that way... why am i so ( Read more... )

Too busy trying to figure out why I'm about to burst into tears and attempt to kill myself again to update... if I'm still around later I'll update... don't hold your breath if you planned on talking to me... I'm so sorry for what I put you through tonight Ashshe and I won't do it again... Thank you and have a nice FUCK OFF...

I've just realized that all of my updates start out happy and okay but by the time I'm done I feel like sitting in a corner in hopes of disappearing forever... I'm not sure why this is but I don't like it so you people need to get up of your lazy asses, stop staring at the computer screen and help me figure out what the hell is wrong with me... ( Read more... )

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