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[darkrose181]

When I get really depressed or upset about something, I tend to write my feelings down. I try to be honest with myself and not hide anything...completely vulnerable. I just wrote a paragraph and for some reason I'm going to post it here...even though I know that no one really reads this anymore b/c I said I wouldn't update anymore. I'll just say

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[ladyalissiya]

I think how you feel is very reasonable. I know that feeling very well...or at least did in the past. off and on in the past it bothered me how much Chris worked, but he never put me off to the side either. I think that is something akin to what you are feeling; unimportant anymore. Being taken forgranted is never fun. Just so you know, some of us do still care and pay attention...even if you don't pay attention yourself. I hope you do eventually get what you want.

[anonymous]

you are still my friend...but generally i just don't get comments...and so i figure noone really cares. So why post you know? I might as well just keep my life private that is all. Not to mention i've been working full time and will have to through out this semester to make it. Not easy and I don't have time to really spend time or talk to people anymore. I hardly even have time for chris. I guess i'm just stressed out partially. Well anyways there's your answer...you and i are still fine cause we do occationally talk. i am sorry if you thought otherwise. honestly there are just a few people on my friends list that don't ever comment...and like i said I am just tired of posting stuff for people to read.