today i got my tax return!

things are pretty good. i get paid tomorrow and these new days that are on my next paycheck are all on commission. that means i have been making my daily goals! i have been exceeding them actually, doing quite well! i'm supposed to ring up around 1400 a day to get my commish, but some days i have done 1800-2100, so wooty woo hoo! my manager says ( Read more... )

i first got the internet when i was 12 years old. one of the first people i started talking to online was over / around 10 years older than i. i immediately had a strong connection with this person but couldnt help being bothered by why someone that old would want to talk to me. i told him i couldnt talk to him anymore. in 2000 he wrote me again, ( Read more... )

dude, i have an interview with savvy in tacoma on the 25th. hahahaha! this could be awesome! plus, it's part time! perfect! i can have my life back too! if she doesnt like me, i don't really give a shit either, because i love not having a job!

haha, FUCK THAT GUY!

that was too quick. who didnt expect that shit though?

oh, and did i mention i'm going to be jobless as of the 15th? yes, awesome! i am looking at places on craigslist to move in march. holla!

hello world, i've met a guy i like quite a bit and things haven't gotten messed up yet. he is 6 years older than i am, so that would be 28. he's a virgin too, and he's gorgeous ( Read more... )

i just cleaned my bathroom for the first time ....since i've lived here. actually, i cleaned the bathtub, about two months ago, but it just never looks clean because this bathtub is like.....old....maybe 80 something. since this building is from the 20's...i've lived here for 4 almost 5 months.....ahha.........siiiiiiiick.

right now, i badly want to smoke a cigar while wearing lingerie and watching porn. not as something sexual, but for fun, while having a girl night, and some vodka at hand. not lingerie like HO HO HO, lingerie, but you know, classy 50's lingerie. it sounds fun to me. maybe i would do that with a boy i was really into too. oh wait, there isn't one!

so i got the job. yup. i start on the 13th.

i meet the perfect guy,
i like him,
he likes me

he is leaving for louisianna in 2 weeks now, for a year.

of course!
of course!

last night he called as i was crawling in bed for me to come over, but i said i didn't want to, and i didn't. sometimes i'm smart about not getting too wrapped up in things. we will see.