Well Monday has come and gone and it's left an awkward and tense atmosphere. The management seems to be walking on egg shells and I'm just being melancholy outside. I praise and pray to myself. So lets recap what happened Monday.  I get into work and end up starting the day off with Eric. Through God's plan of me dropping the voice recorder he ( Read more... )

My Quote: The wind is changing direction for the easier , broader path. I push against it to keep to the straight and narrow to become stronger in my beliefs and to see what God Not Man wants me to become" .  - John Davis
We've reached that point, the point where discussion has come to a standstill... we're now at the point where the Generals deploy ( Read more... )

I sit here writing this realizing how little time I give myself for things to sink in. I sit here and think of the paths that I've crossed over the last year, and have come to some interesting thoughts and conclusions on alot of things.  One I would like to become closer to God and as I work on it some people get mad and start shunning me. This ( Read more... )

I just sit here today thinking and wondering where to go from here. Today is my first day I remember trying to fast, which means nothing but some water til days end today and maybe an energy drink at most. Right now I'm holding strong with the water lol. I'm trying to meditate as the day goes on carefully picking out what I will listen to as I ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here thinking about a recent altercation with this tramp named La Ciana. Now for those who don't know La Ciana is one of those people I should have let my herculean female friend Teresa knock fire from at the time. But on account that I'm nice I didn't. 6 years later if I had a time machine, I'd go back, tie her down and give Teresa a ( Read more... )

One day I may come to realize it's just this city. I do however seem to be a favorite of people who like to loose negative energy. Funny I seem to be a sponge for it , unwillingly of course. But anyway the thoughts conveyed through this are from a pattern I've been through far to many times over ( Read more... )

This year started off rocky in several ways. But now it's come down to this a fall that I see, but not that I'm unable to stop. I just don't care to try anymore. I'm driven or was driven by several diferent things. But now I'm drained and thinking, reflecting more accuratley and wondering about things that have happened and are happening. ( Read more... )

Just sitting here in class thinking about life and the things in it. Not all are important but it's just things I notice and can't help but wonder about. So lets break them down bit by bit. This may end up being part one post since I have a heck of a day ahead of me ( Read more... )

Well its been a nostalgic feeling day today... How did it start off you ask? Let's see I woke up at 4:30 am , 5:20 am, 6:30 am and finally 7:30 am. This is how my day has been going. I'm currently siting here wondering about my future and everything. And the significance of my heart, like it was said in the other entry. I don't know what it

Disclosure[This journal will be different than the one of my day to day life and affairs. This one will deal strictly with my life when I'm signed in at the help desk only for other news and updates check the regular journal thanks ( Read more... )