These are my new pets! I thaught that they were just adoreable when I saw them on a friends xanga site!! So here are mine...


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So yea! I am definately feeling better than I was yesterday. I was sitting out in my back yard praying and when I opened my eyes and looked up at the sky it had gone from grey and dull to this beautiful pink and red.. I almost cried. It was so beautiful. I took some pictures of it.. it only lasted like 5 minutes mabey but it inspired me so much. It ( Read more... )

How do I come across to people? Am I annoying? How am I percieved? What do people think when I am arround them? I thaught of that today.. Im trying to change but its hard. Im violent arnt I? I dont mean to be.. It just happens. I hate that it happens but its rather hard to change.. I mean I dont want to hit people. Its not something thats good I ( Read more... )

So today was ok I guess, ok no I lied... it was horrable. If it haddnt been for Matt I don tknow what I would have done. I just said goodbye to the closest people ever... my best friends. I love the Davis family so much! I mean they are like a second family to me and I will always hold them all in my heart. Matt was so wounderful to me today. So ( Read more... )

I am likeing life right now I guess. Its going slow. I start school at the end of the month. I wish that my friends wernt all going off to other places but theres nothing I can do about it. SO yea I am doing the call to worship, mini hymn sing, and the offeratory at church this comming sunday and I have nothing writen. I dont know what to do for it ( Read more... )

So yea!! I have ben watching the stars again... For a long while I stoped. I dont know why I just did. And now I have the inspiration to start drawing again!! I have drawn two pictures that are absolutely amazing in my personal oppinion. They are beautiful! If you want to see them just let me know. But I am so glad that I have the inspiration to do ( Read more... )

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*sighs while her eyes get misty and bright and a soft sweet elegant smile graces her face ( Read more... )

Yea. I Aam in a much better mood today than I have been in for the past...week or so. Yea I am still kinda bummin but yea. I will be ok eventualy. I am actualy pretty calm and happy today. Its nice out and I talked to some people who I havent talked to in a while... But yea today was good. Yea..anyways. I got to work some more on my two poem books ( Read more... )

I don't know where my life is going right now. I am so confused. There are all these problems and fears running through my head. Why? Oh I don't know. I am scared of being forgotten. What if I do get forgotten? I am scared of never being loved. Will I ever be loved? I am scared that everyone will move on with their lives start families and forget ( Read more... )