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Anyway. still depressed. as usual.
I see: my computer screen.
I need: sanity
I find: hell
I want: a friend :emo tear:
I have: the world which is everything.
I wish: i would die
I love: darkness. anime (pokemon, fma, inuyasha). music. the wierd silence after I say something
I hate: the wierd silence after I say something.
I miss: my dead and beloved boyfriend.
I fear: overly religious freaks.
I feel: alone.
I hear: tapping of the keyboard. xD
I smell: nothing.
I crave: rain.
I search: my mind
I wonder: (endlessly).
I regret: everything.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: ... never.
Laughed?: ...o__O
Cried?: every night.
Bought something?: ... yesterday
Danced?: ... i dont dance
Were sarcastic?: ha, you're probably thinking right now, hm? xD
Kissed someone?: last summer
Talked to an ex?: see above answer
Watched your favorite movie?: 2 hours ago
Had a nightmare?: five hours ago
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: Negima
Last movie you saw: film: "Corpse Bride" by Tim Burton
Last song you heard: "Ghost of You" By My Chemical Romance
Last thing you had to drink: water.
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: *cough anorexic cough*
Do You ...
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: my pillow... and my stuffed Latias.
Live in the moment?: no
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: he died... in august. car accident.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes
Play an instrument?: bass guitar, flute, piccolo.
Believe there is life on other planets?: until it can be proved
Remember your first love?: of course.
Still love him/her?: yes. but differently. of course.
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: absolutely.
Believe in miracles?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Consider love a mistake?: its more than a mistake
Like the taste of alcohol?: not really
Have a favorite candy?: watermelon flavored twizzlers and peach rings are my favorites
Believe in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in God?: absolutely no
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: never out of more than an intellectual curiousity.
Have any secrets?: one or two. but i am a rather secretive person.
Have any pets: yes
Do well in school?: yes
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have a major?: going to
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: hasn't happened yet
Wear hats?: not very often
Have any piercings?: yes
Have any tattoos?: used to
Hate yourself?: always
Have an obsession?: in a way.
Have a secret crush?: yes
Do they know yet?: no
Collect anything?: (shh)... pokemon cards... (its supposed to be a secret)
Have a best friend?: kinda
Wish on stars?: not reallly
Like your handwriting?: i like my cursive
Have any bad habits?: yes. stabbing myself.
Care about looks?: no
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: not really
Friends and other people?: yes
Believe in witches?: met a few
Believe in Satan?: no
Believe in ghosts?: i believe in double-exposed negatives. xD yes, ghosts are one thing I do believe in.
I see: my computer screen.
I need: sanity
I find: hell
I want: a friend :emo tear:
I have: the world which is everything.
I wish: i would die
I love: darkness. anime (pokemon, fma, inuyasha). music. the wierd silence after I say something
I hate: the wierd silence after I say something.
I miss: my dead and beloved boyfriend.
I fear: overly religious freaks.
I feel: alone.
I hear: tapping of the keyboard. xD
I smell: nothing.
I crave: rain.
I search: my mind
I wonder: (endlessly).
I regret: everything.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: ... never.
Laughed?: ...o__O
Cried?: every night.
Bought something?: ... yesterday
Danced?: ... i dont dance
Were sarcastic?: ha, you're probably thinking right now, hm? xD
Kissed someone?: last summer
Talked to an ex?: see above answer
Watched your favorite movie?: 2 hours ago
Had a nightmare?: five hours ago
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: Negima
Last movie you saw: film: "Corpse Bride" by Tim Burton
Last song you heard: "Ghost of You" By My Chemical Romance
Last thing you had to drink: water.
Last time you showered: this morning
Last thing you ate: *cough anorexic cough*
Do You ...
Smoke?: no.
Do drugs?: no
Have sex?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: my pillow... and my stuffed Latias.
Live in the moment?: no
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: he died... in august. car accident.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes
Play an instrument?: bass guitar, flute, piccolo.
Believe there is life on other planets?: until it can be proved
Remember your first love?: of course.
Still love him/her?: yes. but differently. of course.
Read the newspaper?: no
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: absolutely.
Believe in miracles?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Consider love a mistake?: its more than a mistake
Like the taste of alcohol?: not really
Have a favorite candy?: watermelon flavored twizzlers and peach rings are my favorites
Believe in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in God?: absolutely no
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: never out of more than an intellectual curiousity.
Have any secrets?: one or two. but i am a rather secretive person.
Have any pets: yes
Do well in school?: yes
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes
Have a major?: going to
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: hasn't happened yet
Wear hats?: not very often
Have any piercings?: yes
Have any tattoos?: used to
Hate yourself?: always
Have an obsession?: in a way.
Have a secret crush?: yes
Do they know yet?: no
Collect anything?: (shh)... pokemon cards... (its supposed to be a secret)
Have a best friend?: kinda
Wish on stars?: not reallly
Like your handwriting?: i like my cursive
Have any bad habits?: yes. stabbing myself.
Care about looks?: no
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: not really
Friends and other people?: yes
Believe in witches?: met a few
Believe in Satan?: no
Believe in ghosts?: i believe in double-exposed negatives. xD yes, ghosts are one thing I do believe in.