... today was an awesome day.. i got up early and rode the bus for like the first time this year.. hehe.. jessie wanted me too so i did.. hehe for my best friend i would do anything.. then when we got there.. we hung out with Lucado, hes so cool.. LoL.. we died laffn tho.. it was a good way to start the day.. i would have to admit..then.. i went to ( Read more... )

hey.. on groundation so i figured id update this here journal.. hehe.. anyways.. me and my dad spent some time together today.. i enjoyed it actually.. since we've been fightin and havin some really bad times.. you know it was good for us.. i got my hair cut really short.. its so pretty.. i look alot older.. so im happy.. i jus wonder what lane is ( Read more... )

nothing to exciting has happened since i las updated! i kinda lost track of updating.. sorry.. ill try to do better.. anyways.. ill jus update for this weekend.. well on Friday i went skating.. and of course the person i love was there.. CHALSEA! and we barly talked.. but i mean shes single and i needa give her the space she deserves.. i had alot ( Read more... )

well today i didnt go to skewl cuz i didnt feel all that well... good thing i didnt.. cuz Aaron Beckner and Lane were talkin shit about me.. and the whole skewl thinks imma hoe... isnt that great.. o well.. i know im not.anyways.. since earlier today.. ive been talkin to Rachel all day.. shes great! LoL.. shes kept me from doin alot tonight..shes ( Read more... )

hey i finally figured it out.. my purpose in life.. is to not even be here at all.. no one wants me here.. no one loves me.. adn no one ever will.. i fuckin hate it here... here in this pain filled life i live.. chalsea was all i lived for.. and now shes gone... i wish she knew jus how bad she has destroyed me.. ruined me completly.. there is ( Read more... )

...fuck life.. i hate it.. ive tried so hard to be happy.. and its jus not workin.. i fuckin hate me! i want to die! i wnna jus end all my pain and hurt! my emotions and feelings and jus me cant take anymore.. i gave my heart away almost a year ago.. and its been crushed! FUCK YOU! i love u so much.. but i cant anymore.. i hate you .. no matter how ( Read more... )

Happy Easter.. well we all know today is the day that our Saviour Jesus Christ rose from his tomb! yeah i do know a lot about my religion i jus dont show it as often as i shuld.. anyways.. i havent been here in ages.. and im sorry.. ill b 15 in 14 dayz.. yay! and mine and chalseas one year WOULD b in 12 days.. i think its over between us.. i dont ( Read more... )

god.. im so tired of never feelin good enuff.. i have no clue what to do in life anymore. i keep tryn.. im not the one to give up easily.. and now thats what i feel i shuld do..even tho i know the pain it will bring ! i know broken hearts heal.. but it takes forever.. im always bein accused of sayn someone is hot.. or cute.. or flirtin .. or bein ( Read more... )

well i havent really been here to update.. sorry.. it was a bizzy week..nothing all that important happened durin the week.. so yeah.. anyways.. lets see.. las night i got to spend time with my baby chalsea.. it was so good to be with her again! yeah! well Krittin was pretty pissed at her 'rents las night cuz we had this big plan to go to a party ( Read more... )

hey its been a long day.. and like u all know i went to my gmaws house.. i never thought we would leave there.. LoL.. we watched THE FACULTY.. mhmm.. LoL ( Read more... )