it seems odd that i get sick everytime i get off of antibiotics. it sucks really bad. i have been sick since friday and my parents think i'm pregnant. they bought me a test and it was invalid. first time thats ever happened.usually they are negative as soon as i take them. i'm not sure whats going on but i'm going to find out tomorrow when i go to ( Read more... )

I said goodbye to Chuck tonight. I finally realized I needed to let him go. He has a perfect girlfriend with a perfect life and relationship. I didn't really feel like being the other girl any longer, plus she was getting closer to find out. It was really strange. When he left he said I'll see ya later and I was like no you won't cause i'm serious ( Read more... )

i need something to help me out. to tell me what is right and what is wrong. i have these feelings in my heart that i'm meant to be with you but when i'm with you i feel you see nothing but sex. then there is someone else that looks at me with these eyes of just wanting me to be with him around him and he holds me and tells me he doesn't want me to ( Read more... )

i don't have mono i just have a bacterial infection of the throat. they aren't sure exactly what it is though but its okay i guess they are treating it anyway. i know i got it from this guy cause its the second time i've gotten sick after being with him. i broke it off with whats his name. i miss someone else, and he can't go a week without talking ( Read more... )

STAIND ( Read more... )

well things have gotten better. I told someone something i probably shouldnt have told him. I still love him but he loves her. i see them getting married and having tons of ugly babies. i really wish i wasn't stupid and i can blame him being with her because of one person, if he would have kept his mouth shut and not lied to him he'd still be with ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i could even sit up. i've been sick since tuesday. I've been to the doctor twice in the last 3 days. found out the strep test was negative but my throat looks damn identical to all the pictures. o well they gave me a penicillin shot for that, and for the next big thing my kidneys are at me again for drinking too much ( Read more... )

Keith Urban ( Read more... )

well dating an older guy i guess didn't really solve anything. it just wasn't right but it also doesn't help that i cheated on him with none other than my ex. I wish i didn't love him or he didnt love her. its obvious now that he never loved me if he can already love her and want to marry her 1 1/2 years after we broke up. i know i did really ( Read more... )

man i need a big break! i worked thursday night, babysat friday, and worked tonight, i work tomorrow which sucks cause i open. its kind of good that time goes back an hour tonight. sorry to amanda and victoria for not calling. i'll probably call both of you sunday night after i get off and i get settled. i have school monday and probably work also ( Read more... )