I must had been hallucinating, because I thought I saw Michael Stipe in the Sprinter. The only reason why I noticed is because I was thinking what a cool picture it would make of the guy looking out the window with the sunlight striking his blue eyes. I'm 100% sure it was him ( Read more... )

I just can't imagine turning old waiting for my heart to suddenly come to a stop. It's a scary thought, even worse, I always feel like I will have a heart attack any minute. This is something I have experienced ever since I was a kid. I also have a lifelong fear of having a head tumor which will go undetected and eventually kill me. I'm probably ( Read more... )

What does it mean when one day you have a dream and a week later you wake up reliving that very same dream but in real life? Something tells me I should take the risk...I have nothing to lose, except of course respect and a possible friendship. There's no reason to fear ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went on a photo shoot at Kit Carson...it wasn't as great as I expected, but it was still fun...then went to a horse stall in San Pascual and spent some time watching rodeo rehearsals...it brought back memories from my farm days. I would like to live in the countryside once again, either that or in the city. I've lived in both, there's ( Read more... )

I didn't know how to react when she told me how she felt, it kind of hurt a bit...all because of a little quote about acceptance...that's all behind me now, or so I hope. I had no idea it hurt her as well. Hopefully one of these days we'll walk to downtown and have a blast, we still need to do the 80s thing ( Read more... )

Today I received more College Board mail...for some reason I hate receiving stuff from them. At the moment I feel as if everything is crucial, I start to think about moving out. I keep asking myself whether I should leave all my possessions or take them with me...up until now I don't care too much about material goods, except of course for my pets ( Read more... )

I was caught in the act, I felt ashamed. Besides, what's there to be ashamed about? I have come to terms that there's no point in hiding anything, I just keep on living. Some of these meaningless things get to me, I sometimes wonder whether I need a therapist, but before it becomes an issue I always end up solving it all by myself. No need to look ( Read more... )

I'm desperate and running out of ideas as to how I should go about and take action. Fuck, why did this have to happen?! I hate it how things never go my way and I always have to struggle to make them right ( Read more... )

I seem to have lost you in a blink of an eye. What the hell happened to you?

You are nowhere in sight. I'll miss you.

This morning I caught my little brother playing Mario Cart on Gameboy Advance, I was amazed at how easily he managed to control every move. No one even taught him how to play it. He is a late talker but as soon as we told him to start talking, he immediately started mouthing words. He's very intelligent ( Read more... )