Nightmares

[darksoohoo]

One of my recent fears had just become a nightmare. I woke up 9:19am in a pre-crying mode and eventually a tear came out. The nightmare felt so real because of the way it happened. The first half of my actaul day yesterday was exactly what happened in the nightmare. After that it all went down. I don't want to get into details and embarrass myself

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[bitchplease_]

: ( i'm sorry derek. sad nightmares are the worste kind

[thewordsofsam]

i love you derek. ill always love you. even we we're both married, remember? :) you and lance (and jess) are my best friends in the whole world. you and lance are my boys. the 3 of us have something special, and you know that. we will never ever grow apart, ever. i cant live without you derek. its just hard right now with me and lance teaching. trust me, i miss having you there, it doesnt feel right. i miss you more than you know, but i dont worry about our friendship because i know that you and i cant live without each other. and lance and i would never turn our backs on you, ever. maybe thats what the dream was telling you. that in the end, the most important people in our lives will always be there, just like me and lance will be. always. we're going to get together for my birthday this week, i promise :) and hangout at your house, like old times. and be stupid, yell at your dog, jump around the corner and say "ah HAH!". we're the silliest people i know derek, and i love it. and i love you! always and forever, no back turning :)