Its been forever since ive actually updated and im not sure if anyone ever looks at LJ anymore but i figured id talk about myself alittle since its been ages ( Read more... )

Even though it doesnt feel like a good christmas i am having a pretty bad day but trying to find ways to block it out. Christmas for the past 2 years have been pretty bad and well im having to many thoughts and it kills. Im just so drained with everything and i want it all to go away, I dont get why i let everything bother me so ( Read more... )

I want you all to know that i worked so hard to make a woman happy and now thats just not good enough....

I just "Worked so hard for that first Kiss"

Because im in love....

But my love doesnt want me....

Im sorry i failed you and you now left me....

Well i know ive never used my Journal to communicate with anyone so here i go... Does anyone want to hang out this week or whatnot because i have absolutely nothing to do at all.

Love Means ( Read more... )

You think you understand but you just dont....

Obviously people always say stupid shit when there messed up. You would think they would look beyond that ( Read more... )

I love when people dont want to listen to you. And because of that people get hurt.

I did not know one of the boys but i remember Andrew and i hope they both rest in peace ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!