so im working 2 jobs... training... sleeping... and somehow fitting in a family.

fuck me life is very fucking hard! and all this = no social life at all!

ah well.. least im actually trying to be a good father to camelia! I know others who dont have the chance to be who they want to be for there child.... and that makes me sad.

I also get extremly brutal and gorey dreams ( Read more... )

Since i have trouble sleeping and then trouble waking.... recently i have resorted to drinking my self to sleep or popping pills... as i no longer smoke anything. (which helped lots ( Read more... )

http://video.uk.msn.com/v/en-gb/v.htm?g=E8F0A794-C744-4618-BE3D-ACCD87A9091F&t=s73&f=&fg

In 2007, ( Read more... )

In work... :) having a good time waiting for it to finish! then no work for 2 whole weeks! :D Woho! :D

drunk from night out last night with work.. now in work! woho!

Well its been a while... and well as those true readers of my journal knows.. I write about huge things.. or sad things... sometimes nothing... mostly something!

anyway... I guess im in an "emo"tional mood and well my friends joke about me expressing my self through expressive dance..... I think finding song lyrics like (Jay) beyond_human does so here it is ( Read more... )

The 'Letter meme ( Read more... )

Good news... I have the net at home now!

bad news....

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/wales/south_east/6099112.stm

:( another friend gone. But life moves on.