so ive broke up with her twice. in 2 days ( Read more... )

its started again right when it ended.

why do i like hurting people? especially the ones i love

its not like i really enjoy doing it. i jsut cant control myself when emotions are high

what can i do?

its all over

it was my choice, no one elses

its over

i just got served. like literally served by the fox n hounds ( Read more... )

so yea sunday was supposed to go hang with freinds. freinds i havent seen in weeks. instead i worked. was given some minor entertainment but our "former" server todd who showed up all coked up and drunk as hell. he lasted like 30 minutes before eric our manager walked him to the police station, since this was like the third time hes done it. i felt ( Read more... )

wow i feel so stupid....so moronic ( Read more... )

so things have been doing pretty good. better than they have in awhile. been feeling good about myself. isnt that what really counts ( Read more... )

so yeah i been worrying about work alot. considering i barely work there nemore paying the rent has been tough and spending money is a thing of the past. so i worked 10 hours today which was awesome and i heard one of the busboys quit. so thats more hours for me. thats awesome thing number 1 ( Read more... )

so yeah this is my last journal being a 19 year old. i will be 20 years old in less than 4 hours and the feeling is actually good. its just another big step in the ladder called life ( Read more... )

first day of college for me!!!! finally!!!!!!!yay

I LOVE HEATHER