1. Finally moved out of the forsaken dormitories.
2. Dr. Knight has placed me on Lithium.
3. Cambridge, UK awaits.
4. An alienating summer has initiated.
5. i can't feel it anymore.

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like OMG! so like i took the Calculus final, and like it was like fucking hard!!!
and like, and not to make matters worse, like Boomspeed cancelled my fucking account!! and so like they won't host images for me anymore. and fuck! like - fuck shit!

Somebody tell me.
Why it feels more real when I dream than when I am awake.
How can I know if my senses are lying?

Who are you?
Am I alone?

Sight - the clever Architect ( Read more... )

on a whim, i'm going to start journaling with Melodramatic instead for awhile.
if anyone is interested...

i_am_here

when i look for answers, i find this...
i realize that we are forgotten tears.

the doctor has decided that i am "the perfect candidate" for Depakote. for impulse control. i'm turning into some kind of "can't maintain mental health and brain chemistry, so i must take synthetics to help me function optimally" fiend. and it gets better. i must confess, i have turned bulimic. (ewwwwwy, i know) its been going on for weeks now. and ( Read more... )

Detached, my mind strolls to Calvary ( Read more... )

the back of my throat burns something awful and the pain speeds to me like the desperation of a lost orphan. FUCK. i will vomit your opinions and smear the feces you call intellect on the white walls of this hospital called silence. the ministry of my mind has pressed its seal deep into this soil, but your best only speaks in circles ( Read more... )