I just need to continue thinking that everything is going to work out OK and that I will have friends there for me... It's really hard right now remembering that I have people there for me. It's not just all the guy drama. It's everything around me. Just when I think I am at my lowest, it gets worse. I will make this work though. Even if it kills ( Read more... )

It's really sad that you're even doing this in the first place. You guys got what you wanted in the end right? I have sat back after this shit started and haven't said anything. I let the threats come and also the childish games continue. But still, I get harassed and blamed for things I haven't/didn't even do. This is my last message to anyone ( Read more... )

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YAY!!

and god dammit!!!! I need something to do! AGH!!!!!!!

I hate the fact that I am too trusting in life. Well, thank you for doing what you did. Because of this, you ruined the chances I had. You need to learn that when you stop it nothing to get what you want it ruins more than you know. I'm about to say fuck it to everyone and leave where no one will find me. Hope you're happy.

Fuck you all... I'm not doing a goddamn thing anymore... I haven't been doing anything on here since all this shit blew up. And if I did, it was private for only me to see. So fuck off.... I'm sick and tired of be blamed for things I'm not even doing. If you allr eally want I'll just fucking disappear off the fucking face of the planet and make ( Read more... )

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oh and yes, one more thing...

I know you're reading this and that you have been through my things very sneakily. In all honesty, it's really sad on your part. I mean, you really don't know the meaning of privacy... especially when it comes to his stuff. Really, how good do you think you're making yourself look?

I love Fred, Matt and Maddy. I'm hoping that they don't so what others have done in the past with brushing me off after a while. I honestly trust these guys with everything I have. That takes so much from me. I have known Maddy for about 2 years and though we haven't been the closest, she's moving down here soon and my twin from Maine will soo be ( Read more... )

I just want to hide my head under a stack of pillows and never come out ever again...

If I didn't have Matt, Fred, Maddy, Scaps and my mom in the past 48 hours I would be insane... I know it. I went and got the restraining order today from the court house in Attleboro. I have it in effect until September 1st. From there I can choose to continue it or not. I honestly don't know what to do. I sat down and thought about it today. On ( Read more... )

Locobazooka this weekend! Maddy's coming down today ^_^ Partying it up all weekend! Shit is so going to hit the fan hardcore afterwards >_