ok...so i dont really know what happened last night. we were on the way back from kelseys game (which is a 45 minuite drive away) and i got really really depressed...i wanted to cut soo bad, so i did....it was wierd doing it in their van but i didnt really much care....i fucked up my wrist and both shoulders pretty badly....oh well...now all i ( Read more... )

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I am soo happy! Hopper came over to my house last week at like midnight. he snuck out of his house and walked all the way across town to see me inthe pouring rain. I felt so loved. The plan was for him to comeover and meet me at the park. then we would wait until my mom went to bed and i would let him in through the front door. he would go ( Read more... )

Post number 2 in about 2 weeks....there will probably be about 30 of these btw......i got a shit load to talk about ( Read more... )

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I have no idea. i am giving up on the whole picture ideas. Caitlin...next time you come over here your helping me. it is like 2 in the morning so i have a reason for my stupidity....i have to pee. I miss kevin :( i really wanna call someone. *thinks* i don thik i can though. Parents are so wierd. i really odnt want to get bitched out ( Read more... )

Festival of the bands is tuesday. i dont know how were are gonna manage. i dont think we sound good on like 2 or 3 of the songs, but then again we ahve like 8 hours of practice straight before we have to play. I am extremely bored. it is 1 in the morning. i wonder what Kevin is doing right now. I wonder if he will call me this weekend. I ( Read more... )

I think i had an awesome day.....Actually, now that i think about it this whole week has kicked serious ass.....Cory and i broke up because he cheated on me, but i really like kevin so it didnt piss me off to bad except for when i saw him and chelsea at the play thing huggin and kissin all over her when the only thing i ever heard from him was how ( Read more... )

Well, The last week has sort of been a roller coaster. The begenning of the week i almost got into a fight with Stephanie Kinser, but we got called down to the guildance area and worked it out. She was running her head about me being bi and it really pissed me off.... badly. I dont know why people have to do that. It is not their buisness ( Read more... )

Right now i am trying to do all 19 spanish things. All i have to do is copy all the papers and put them in a folder beecause i lost mine but its still annoying because my pos scanner doesntl ike me. i have a pretty good day today. After school i went over to my hosue and then to corys. that was fun. oh yea....lol. anyways. off that now... ( Read more... )