Comments | darkwrymlord: I guess I am a big dissapointment

darkwrymlord

I guess I am a big dissapointment

Apr 17, 2005 10:42

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sarafan_martyr April 17 2005, 19:18:26 UTC

What about me you bastard? I've been your friend since the school year started! Why can't you talk to me?

Why? darkwrymlord April 17 2005, 23:56:29 UTC

Hmm, I seem to remember you talkin to me about the differences between here and spokane(or how ever you spell that fucking place) and how your friends treated you, and you said something to the point of, "my friends will do pretty much anything for me but I have never done anything for them." that gets me to think that you just dont want to hear this shit, I know that you have to deal with enough shit from dreama, sam, rachel, and especialy Kelsy. So I dont expect any emotional help from you. I know you propobly would listen or try to help me, but I am at the point of tears so you most likely wouldnt even understand me. I think of you as the closest friend i have, closer then will, and you are like a big brother to me... I really apreciate the shit you deal with and I hope I can eventually talk to you about this shit, but like you said you are droping out, so like I wont really see you around anymore, so unless i came and hung out with you there is no chance for me to really to I guess let you know it all I cant really discribe it all ( ... )

Re: Why? sarafan_martyr April 18 2005, 00:04:53 UTC

The reason I've never done anything for my friends here because there's been nothing for me to do. I stopped worrying about Dreama's and Rachel's bullshit a while ago. I've no problem being ears for you, I wouldn't mind it. Just like Tisa, you've been there for me since all the way back when I was dating Ann.
Now...tell me whats on your mind...
By the way...I'm not dropping out. I'm being forced to get my GED

aliveandalone April 18 2005, 12:33:44 UTC

hey well i hope that u kno i would never take your trust for granted. cuz that would be evil-like and i dont do that. also, u were there for me when i was having problems with zach. you listened to me thru my whining and complaining and even my ridiculous tears. sure we dont really talk outside school, and sure at times i have been a major *itch to u...which i am very sry about. but i think of u as a good friend. just cuz u cared about my problems. and if u kno me, u would kno that i care about pretty much everyone's problems, and i try to help or do whatever i can to make things better. so im here as well as eljay if u ever need to talk. just give me a call. hold up...what is goin on with u and josee?!? u 2 are like inseperable. oh well it's ur choice to tell. im not gonna force u if u dont wanna talk about it. laterz!!!

darkwrymlord April 19 2005, 00:31:36 UTC

Thanks for the offer, I know that you are there for me..but then again you say you care about everyones problems so I wouldnt want to worry you with my own. That whole josee thing is about things that happened on thursday of last week, I thought she might of like blabed about it just to piss me off, kinda a way to end it I guess, I was pissed all weekend about it.. but come to find out that it was her mom bluffing.... but like so just a heads up for you, if me and josee split, I am coming for you *wink*

aliveandalone April 19 2005, 02:15:11 UTC

dont worry you wont be bothering me with ur problems...see the thing with me is, i like trying to help ppl, that's y i tell ppl that if they need to talk im here. i mean it too, im not like some ppl where they say that they want u to tell them your problems but they dont mean it...they just say that to make u feel better. well i mean it. i have no idea what ur talking about with the josee situation, but whatever...lol. oh ur gonna come after me huh?lol. well i have been warned i guess....lol.