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so my thyroid medicine is low :( i gotta boost it up...yet again. great.

today is our 3rd month anniversary. i love u luis. u got my heart..forever.

so thursday night i had to say grace at the table at my Dads house and i dont mind doing that but i am Jewish, i dont do that i never did it at my moms house or when my mom and Dad were together. so when i did it i left out my step mom...OOPS? well um hello i never fucking say grace my moms. i am so fucking sorry. i felt uncomfertable and weird ( Read more... )

work is good. miss my bf like crazy. i want school to start so i can be in his arms again. ive had a few talks with him the past few days to make sure we are okay and that i am a good gf, etc stuff like that and that i make him happy and i do i just have had some bad thoughts in my head and i needed to get them out and talk to him bout it and when ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend i am going crazy without him...i hope i can make it through the summer until august. :(

been drinking tonight...alone. wishing my bf was here. i need him...like now.

so yesterday while i was relaxing in my room my mom came in and she had a sad look on her face and i was like "oh great...bad news..." and i was afraid someone had died in our family, luckily no one did, but even worse one of my friends who i've known for awhile had passed away while i was on the trip to spain had passed away due to liver/stomach ( Read more... )

ok so i got home yesterday from Spain at 3:30 pm in the afternoon and jetlag didnt hit me until NOW when i woke up!!. i hate jetlag seriously...it sucks. what hurts right now is my legs from all the walking i did during the trip. we did a lot of walking oh my god. i am so resting this week. i seriously never did that much walking in my life but it ( Read more... )

im home

so my boyfriend and i had a talk last night. we are still together. but he wanted some breathing room which is fine but as well all know i started to panic and cry. because i do not want to lose him and he knows this. he told me that he wasnt mad at me and that he didnt want to break up with me he just needed some breathing room. also he has been ( Read more... )