It's been 1 month exactly since my grandmother passed away ( Read more... )

oh my fucking god i want to fucking scream. this is too much, this is terrible. i cant do a god dam thing to fix this. life has to run it's course. i cant even blurt out what i want or feel like i need to say. its like you cant justify saying anything for a dying person...like breathe. consentrating on breathing. i just cant know the pain shes in, ( Read more... )

what the fuck is going on man. where do i go from here. im so lost ( Read more... )

UH god i hate transition times in life. They piss me off ( Read more... )

I'm so tired ( Read more... )

I love him I love him I love him! or should I say He loves me..love is just so crazy one minute you could be leaving it another your falling even deeper into it. Back to my current everyday dreary negative thoughts. Traumatic life changing events plague my mind I want to be free again I want to be his little girl again I want to be best friends ( Read more... )

I cant believe I'm 'here'....here/ where is here. what the hell is going on. I'm stuck on a merry go round. people watching my every move as I uncontrollably ball my eyes out and sitting there somehow soaking in the possibility of the end of a relationship that is just getting started in my eyes. I'm playing the what if game. If I only loved him ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sick of my "roommate" INCONSIDERATE> and I'm caught between a rock and another rock. Why cant everyone just fucking do there part, even at least sometimes....even if they didnt and did something else....or gave credit or fucking something I'm ready to fucking smash in his door. Boi I have a cad temper. He's a real jerk. I'm not even ( Read more... )

*sigh of relief and accomplishment! I finally got Starbucks back..and oh how I fought for it. It's quite unfortunate that both other mngrs I dealt with to brgin with were chaotic, frantic, always hard to get ahold of JERKS!..I am very pleased with this store I only started today!...I've never pushed for a job like this. I'm proud that I got it I ( Read more... )

It's been awhile I never have time to check in ad write about whats going on ( Read more... )