Watching animes with french subtitles. Fucking weird? Yes. Understanding it? Fucking weird. That counts as studying, right? Because he said, "Dans mon coeur, il est toujour..." IN MY HEART HE IS ALWAYS ( Read more... )

So....he was worried about what would happen at the end of everything. >_o Hopefully this honeymoon-crushing will wear off so we can go back to being awesomefriends and not worrying about fucking things up because we're...yeah...so many butterflies. Not that I don't like the crushing thing, I'm actually loving it a good deal- considering everything ( Read more... )

You know what sucks? Having people fucking TEXTING and CALLING my fucking cell when I'm trying to sleep. Hey- I don't answer once? Means I don't want to talk. Leave a god damn message, and get on with your life. Jesus fucking Christ, kids. I don't get much shut eye as it is, you think I want random kids calling to ask- fuck, what was it?-  "HAVE WE ( Read more... )

So...there's this boy. Who we'll pretend isn't reading this, though I'm sure he is- hello, Mattylove- ... and I'm pretty sure he's giving me butterflies. It's so fucking strange, considering how long it's been since genuine non-hatred has come up, and you know- I really *like* it. Weird, I know ( Read more... )

It's the attention and probably the affection, but not the person nor the problems. We're not doing this again, not after everything else. I refuse. Keep your head, and nothing will go wrong. Don't listen to anything but reason, and things won't go so pear shaped- mind games won't be played, and hearts won't be broken if trees don't grow and ( Read more... )

This isn't working ( Read more... )

The white winged dove has red eyes.

How peculiar.

~Darrian

You've got to wonder sometimes, if it's all worth it. The question came up in psych one day, but that was just in relation to the Progamme, and that's...more than completely irrelevant. If I've wasted my life thus far on it, I don't want to fucking know. But I'm sitting here, staring out the window and wondering why the fuck we keep at it when ( Read more... )

Ali asked me prom. Thankfully, I was thinking with my head and turned him down. It wouldn't do to give the boy hope when there's none to be had. He's sweet, won't lie- but he's not for me, no matter what he's been thinking since eighth grade. Hopefully he won't become another Cameron ( Read more... )

Simply put, yes- subject verb, I hate.

The one who must not be named apparently messaged me last month. Had to get on MSN for another friend- yes, I have friends, thank you very much