God forbids companionship. God forbids trust. God forbids honesty. God forbids us. God forbids our children. God forbids our passions.

God forbids more than is his right to forbid.

Why are we chained to this?

~Darrian

I don't understand how fictional upon fiction can get me this worked up ( Read more... )

I hate how every time I know someone has feelings for me, I get so damn uncomfortable.

Like Melody. And Devyn. And Robert. And Cameron. << Then again, with Cameron, there were reasons. And Brandon. And Tim. And Lyle. Not so much Scott, or Alex...but still ( Read more... )

I hate that song. But the line's alright, I suppose. I wish I didn't think so much, sometimes.

Ldybastet? Fucking amazing. I think. I can't specifically remember much about her stories, but the stories I've gotten word of lately are pretty nifty. As well as, what, underlucius? The Most Potente? God, her fics made me cry for weeks, after I'd read ( Read more... )

New year, right? Whoo. Terrifying, more like ( Read more... )

Dear. Sweet. Fucking. Jesus.

I think I'm in heaven.

~Darrian

it's an easy thing to forget,as well, what things have made you happy before the temporary comes along. Those stories, those authors, that fucking innate love for writing, for getting into your character's head and writing out their story as if it were real, as important as your own ( Read more... )

Is it weird to analyze what you're thinking, and your reactions to other people? Or your analyzations to your analysis ( Read more... )

I'm sick to my stomach, and half dead, and wondering if life's gotten bad enough that I just can't tell because it's become the norm.

I hate how Cory always thinks we're the closest of friends, and that he has the right to insult everyone else who doesn't think on a math level.

I hate how Katie and Chelsea think that, because I had one girlfriend, ( Read more... )

It's getting better? I dunno. This is just something to take up time. I'm actually in the middle of writing a fullyprotected!Stirling/Cyranno piece. Not that anyone out there knows who those two are. They're my babies, my characters. Becuase Stirling's now Starlight, renamed by General Albrass Trenx, and Cyranno's....half water nymph, becuase ( Read more... )