I'm going to say something again, that apparently I failed to make clear ( Read more... )

heh.  gotta love river tam.
"your bible's broken"

oh look.  it's my birthday.

for once an insomniac attack was productive in a way other tnan my room being cleaner.    somehow I managed to be focussed without being anxious.  wierd.

and the sunrise will be pretty I'm sure.

actual conversation that just took place.
J: hey ben
B: yeah?
J: aside from walking the dog, have you been outside the house since mom and dad left?
B: hmm... nope.
J: yeah, neither have I.  oh well. gotta walk the dog now. see ya.

yay! new phone!

hmm...  busybusybusy, all week.   kind of a change for me.  fun though.

so.  I will be celebraating my birthday on my birthday.  aug 29 .   anyone who can come is invited.  still detemining the time.  either before 5 pm or after 9 pm.

do tell when you can make it if you can so that I can find out which is more feasible?

I'm suddenly feeling quite lonely.   my life is pretty much going the way it has been going, but I'm suddenly aware of how much I am not seeing people.  
I think what brought it to my attention was going to camp and being surrounded by all my friends and my CCOD crew, being in a large group of people hanging out.

eenyway.  sucks.  

if you wish to contact me today till around 3, I will not be at home. please call 1 917 301 0400 and ask for me. (dad's cell phone.)