Testing out a new posting interface. Thinking about this year, next year. what do i want out of the next 12 months? i might just start a list, one public, one private. but it's a time for change. do i wallow in the what was, or do i live in the now toward the possibilities. the choice is obvious, simple, completely difficult to practice. today, i'm ( Read more... )

Bah! I fail at putting things in my LJ... so here.

Flawless... Ensemble!

( Fuck you, get out of my head. )

I'm posting all three results... because creepy! snagged from rainbowbinky

( Dewey Decimal System Meme )

( A dream I had yesterday. for my records, mostly. )

I've decided the biggest reason I'm not a Democrat is because of the Democrats.

I would also point out this is precisely my reason why I do not claim to be a Christian anymore... because of the Christians.

((Also, before you assume what exactly I'm annoyed at, I'll refer you to my previous post. kthx.))

This is the part where I make everyone angry.

( My Take On Voting And Politics )

Looking and losing, but laughing and loving. letting the lightning loose. thinking the thrilling but hoping the holy with it slipping always away. moments and minutes for thoughts and words, forming flawed and frail. uncertain, unknowing, unable to tell, unwilling to will it away. perhaps and for once and forever for naught, but maybe, or just ( Read more... )

So, I tend to let my mind wander in the mornings on the commute in. Sometimes it is dwelling on the arguments, the frustrations, the poison. Likely, this is part of my inability to stop being angry. Anyway, today my thoughts were better. New York has this lotto scratch off called win for life. basically, you get x amount of money every week for ( Read more... )

Ok, so, a bit of history. every 6 months, my company selects a bunch of people for the above and beyond award. well, the mean girl clique was selected en masse, because of a project they did. this is initially problematic, because they excluded people right from the start, and naturally the mean girls think they're hot shit because of it. ok, so, ( Read more... )