So, some time ago I was hurt pretty badly by someone. Since then, I have been different. Recently I came to a revelation, and it feels wonderful.

I can still feel that.

I'm in such a good mood, and I'm studying for my last class before Thanksgiving, which I get to leave for at like 9 tomorrow morning.

Yay!

I feel like writing. I don't know why, I just do. I don't know what I want to write about, but I know I want to write. I guess I want to write about me, because that's what I'm thinking about the most. I feel like there may be something wrong, or like something crucial is missing from me, but I don't know what. Maybe someone to love? Maybe friends ( Read more... )

I've been having a lot of dreams lately, which is strange for me. At home, I never dreamt, or never remembered my dreams. Maybe one or two dreams a year, tops. In the last few months I've had about six or seven. Just recently, I had one that I remember perfectly, every detail. Which is even stranger ( Read more... )

So, this morning I woke up and thought, "Mm, what is that delightfully unpleasant feeling in my stomach?" Then I realized, "Oh shit, I'm going to vomit!" I didn't vomit, luckily, but I have maintained that feeling since about eight this morning. Not pleasant. I didn't go to any classes, and I think that I may actually have really needed the time ( Read more... )

Ok, so I just had one of the craziest weekends I've had in a long time. I was so busy running around doing stuff. Friday started off (after classes, of course) with Samhain, I enjoyed it a lot and I got to hang out with some pretty awesome people. Then I went and played DnD, something I haven't done in a long time, so that made me very happy. Then ( Read more... )