hola ( Read more... )

hi friends.

things aren't better.
things are different.

but i guess a better different. it doesn't really matter much.

im holding on.

i feel like screaming and throwing up and dancing and crying all at once.

but.
im gonna fix this.

i shouldn't have to. this shouldn't be my job. and i dont deserve this. but saying all of that doesn't change the situation. so.
here i go.

this is not a mistake.
this is not a mistake.
this is not a mistake.

if i tell myself enough. maybe i'll believe it.

I've been thinking a lot this weekend, in between my busy schedule ( Read more... )

hey yo.
i saw Bodies today.

awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and alyse is leaving in three days...
so that's really really really sad.
but I'm going to be going to see her up in NC in October and she's going to see me in VT in late november and it'll be so great!
hoooorah!!!!!!

oh good times.

i have a lot of anger in me.

and yeah.

i just want to beat you in the face. that might make me feel betteryay.

I am very happy right now.

that is all.

It's Kayla's birthday ( Read more... )

omg ( Read more... )