fuck my adhd and the kid that gave it to me. blue haired devil.
love bipolar is a good expression. go katy perry? hahaha

i need to get my mind out of there.
the nokia lifeblog helps alot
private thoughts follow.

so i came down to boca on a whim. jordan was bothering me to go, hes all better bla bla bla misses me alot, which i now believe. anyway, so i get here. mike is at alison's or watever, pedro is supposed to call me with a party to go to and he doesnt, so i just head over to jordans. meet a bunch of chill people and drink some beers and then hes drunk ( Read more... )

so i thought i knew wat true happiness was. and i do... to a point ( Read more... )

saw jon kass and mike. goggles mike. freakin felt bad for them. kass and mike are like depressed or something. jon is good. lol.

saw kellies' and carrie's new apartments. then went to natura with the people and found rich... it was weird because i was just thinking about him.
dominoes and retarded games.

=]

now i know wat makes me happy.
trully happy.

so im back from russia.

it was wonderful, beautiful, fun, but the last week was more painful than anything in awhile.
i made so many friends.
now im back and my car is fucked.

so exhausted...

gonna spend the rest of the week at rus and sue's.
out for now.

xo

finally done.

couldnt wait to say that.

dear god.
YUHHH!

so we didnt wake up for our english final today lol.
well we did.. but somehow 815 turned into 915 and our final was at 9.
so i missed patrick's breakdance. god that kid is hot. and now newly SINGLE! god i hate facebook. but its necessary. lol...

so a bunch of things to look forward to:
finals ending - monday... this weekend might be kinda ( Read more... )

so im in savannah with carrie kelly and carter and im really enjoying my time here even tho carter is here. but we're ok and thats all that matters. different time/different place? it is a distinct possibility.

i miss stella. and my shawn.
we're drinking again.
still have plenty of alcohol left.

out i go.
=]

so im sick. fuck you shawn hoskins. "its just a cold" my ass. no one puts on antibiotics for "just a cold"... ugh. and stelle is too. waddafuck. it was so bad the last 2 days but this morning its actually like a ton better ( Read more... )