moving i think.

so for a second i had my hopes up so high to move to san francisco. im so upset. my fucking car has been nothing but financial greif since i bought it. i hate it. it was such a great opportunity, but if i dont do it now it wont happen... its not gonna be there for long. i fucking hate it here. god i could choke.

so yesterday was the one year anniversary of blake's death. it was a lot harder than expected. i had work off so i tried to fill the day with sleep and friends, but i feel as though i was not very social. i cried all the way to krisin's apt. i cant believe it's been a year. i still remember singing along to sinead o'conner with him. what a cool guy ( Read more... )

i havent posted in so long as rachael brought to my attention... so here is some bullshit ( Read more... )

i'm not gonna name names... and this is the last time i'm going to say something, so take heed. no mo drama in my life. K? i don't need it from YOU. everything is going so well for me right now, and i couldn't care less what YOU think of me. keep YOUr gossip and comments to YOUrself. the thing that gets me the most is what i'm finding out now... ( Read more... )

so i've decided not to get the heart on my back and rather im getting one on my chest... now i have the dilemma of what to get in between the birds. suggestions are welcome. lucas sucks at suggestions and cody gave some ok ones but nothing i would get. help me. the birds are facing inwards and they are cool colors. thank you.
~eliaXXX

how fucking hott am i??

hahahah. i feel the need to laugh at lame people. i find it humorous that certain people... or one person rather... feels the need to cause drama in my life. the drama doesnt even include you! it had TWO intermediaries. well just so you know it didnt work. we hung out and laughed at you. hahah. it was great. i dont care if i ever talk to you again ( Read more... )

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edge night was a success and a fucking blast. im so glad i have awesome friends. these x's on my hands (and heart) will never fade. i have decided that danielle is the best cake maker in the world. seriously people, if you have a birthday coming up... start saving the money to buy the best cake your tummy will consume. EDGE AS FUCK. got that right ( Read more... )