come what mayyyyyyyyy...
for some reason it sounds like someone is mowing the lawn outside my house.
and judging by the fact that there is no lawn to mow during the month of march, i'd guess that i'm going insane.
..or it's an airplane or something.
yeah, so i'm still rather sick anddd...i can't breathe.
but hey, theres a cure for that.
· Your gender: girly
· Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
· Single?: yep.
· If not, do you want to be?: i would..like to have a boyfriend. or eight. :)
· Birthdate: February 28th, 1990
· Your age: 15
· Age you act: i think i act the way a 15 year old is supposed to act. but then i look around at all the other 15 year olds who act really immature. so i dont know.
· Age you wish you were: 17
· Your height: 5' 7.5"
· Eye color: blue
· Happy with it?: yep.
· Hair color: reddish
· Happy with it?: i wish it was brighter.
· Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: well..i can do my mascara with both hands...haha. no, im a righty.
· Your living arrangement: live with my parents and little brother in b-town...
· Your family: mom, dad, and 7 year old brother, jack.
· Have any pets?: a cat, and jack has a fish.
· What's your job?: i don't have one. good thing.
· Piercings?: four in my ears. lame.
· Tattoos?: dont have any, but i want an X on my shoulder blade.
· Obsessions?: i'm a perfectionist. but most people dont think so, because im generally unorganized. but thats because, if i mess it up, i cannot deal with it and i leave it alone.
· Addictions?: LJ, AIM, shopping.
· Do you speak another language?: yep, i take french. and i think im rather good.
· Have a favorite quote?: not that i can just pull from the top of my head right now.
· Do you have a webpage?: yep i have a myspace.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
· Do you live in the moment?: mhm.
· Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not really, haha.
· Do you have any secrets?: well yeah.
· Do you hate yourself?: not as much as i used to.
· Do you like your handwriting?: suuure.
· Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails and cuticles, twirling my hair when im nervous.
· What is the compliment you get from most people?: well...my eyes and my boobs. HA.
· If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: it would be called napoleon dynamite, because thats a movie about my life.
· What's your biggest fear?: heights, dark, spiders...
· Can you sing?: a little bit.
· Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no no no.
· Are you a loner?: hehehe. yes.
· What are your #1 priorities in life?: well. my friends. thats it.
· If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:probably not. i'm nerottic and annoying. and clingy. haha.
· Are you a daredevil?: no no...more of a prankster.
· Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes. lots.
· Are you passive or agressive?: agressive.
· Do you have a journal?: yeah, this thing, and i have a notebook i write just random things it.
· What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength..um..idk? weakness..i'm way too sensitive.
· If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: a lot.
· Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope.
· Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yep.
· Do you think life has been good so far?: in the last year and a half its been looking up a lot.
· What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: that no matter how hard you try, you cannot always be nice to everyone. some people are just stupid.
· What do you like the most about your body?: well..i dont know. my boobs probably. ha.
· And least?: oh lord.
· Do you think you are good looking?: well i know im not completely unfortunate looking, i know that. but im not anything special.
· Are you confident?: not really.
· What is the fictional character you are most like?: napdyn
· Are you perceived wrongly?: very much so.
Do You...
· Smoke?: no
· Do drugs?: no
· Read the newspaper?: um.. i dont even think we get the newspaper.
· Pray?: no
· Go to church?: no
· Talk to strangers who IM you?: yep. unless they're creepy.
· Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes.
· Take walks in the rain?: yesssssssss
· Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes, i'm so dumb.
· Drive?: i wish.
· Like to drive fast?: bet i will.
Would or Have You Ever?
· Liked your voice?: well not really.
· Hurt yourself?: yeah..
· Been out of the country?: yep. many times.
· Eaten something that made other people sick?: umm not that i remember.
· Been in love?: maybe.
· Gone skinny dipping?: yes.
· Had a medical emergency?: yes.
· Had surgery?: hm. nope.
· Ran away from home?: couple times when i was little.
· Played strip poker?: nope
· Gotten beaten up?: once when i was in first grade, alex lavoie punched me in the face.
· Beaten someone up?: umm emily. haha. and i once punched this kid.
· Been picked on?: oh yes.
· Been on stage?: mhm
· Slept outdoors?: yep
· Thought about suicide?:..ah.
· Pulled an all nighter?: alishas 5th grade..or..6th grade birthday party.
· Gone one day without food?: yeah. hard to beleive, right. haha.
· Talked on the phone all night?:yep.
· Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep.
· Slept all day?: yesss
· Killed someone?: yes, i, Amy Williams, killed someone.
· Made out with a stranger?: nope
· Had sex with a stranger?: no
· Thought you're going crazy?: yes. like..just the other day.
· Kissed the same sex?: yep.
· Done anything sexual with the same sex?: other than kissing.
· Been betrayed?: yeahh...
· Had a dream that came true?: not that i remember. my dreams are wicked abstract.
· Broken the law?: haha, yes.
· Met a famous person?: hm. once i met george w. bush. yay.
· Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no!
· On purpose?: absolutely not.
· Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: not really.
· Stolen anything?: yeees.
· Been on radio/tv?: yep.
· Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
· Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah
· Bungee jumped?: no!
· Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
· Belive in life on other planets?: not sure.
· Miracles?: yes
· Astrology?: yeah
· Magic?: yeah?
· God: yep.
· Satan?: yes.
· Santa?: ha YES.
· Ghosts?: not sure.
· Luck?: yeah
· Love at first sight?: sort of.
· Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah
· Witches?: yeah
· Easter bunny?: ha
· Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
· Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:ha
· Do you wish on stars?: i used to.
Deep Theological Questions
· Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
· Do you think God has a gender?: male
· Do you believe in organized religion?: i guess so.
· Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell.
Friends
· Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yep.
· Who is your best friend?: Emily, duh.
· Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Emily
· What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i dont know.
· Your favorite inside joke?: Why did the cactus cross the road? Because it was stuck to the chicken!
· Thing you're picked on most about?: being fat.
· Who's your longest known friend?: bethany, stas, that whole pre school gang.
· Talking to? no one.
· Newest?: dont know.
· Shyest?: umm?
· Funniest?: Emily
· Sweetest?: Craiggy!
· Closest?: Emily
· Weirdest?: Emily. but shannons pretty weird too.
· Smartest?: welllllll..Jack
· Ditziest?: i dont really like ditzy people.
· Friends you miss being close to the most?: Alisha.
· Last person you talked to online?: Emily
· Who do you talk to most online?: Emily, Shannon, Connor.
· Who are you on the phone with most?: Emily and Craig.
· Who do you trust most?: Emily
· Who listens to your problems?: Emily
· Who do you fight most with?: i argue a lot with emily, but i dont really fight with anyone who i love. except connor, i guess.
· Who's the nicest?: all of them are wonderful.
· Who's the most outgoing?: Nicole Warren!
· Who's the best singer?: Craig!.
· Who's on your shit-list?: haha...KRISTYN COUTURE.
· Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: ..not really?
· Who's your second family?: the O'Hara's
· Do you always feel understood?: Eh..
· Who's the loudest friend?: Em
· Do you trust others easily?: not at all.
· Who's house were you last at?: hm. Emily's.
· Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: LAME. lets not go there...
· Do your friends know you?: yep.
· Friend that lives farthest away: Alisha! North Carolina. LAMEEE!
Love and All That
· Do you consider love a mistake?: no
· What do you find romantic?: forehead kisses (!!!!) and maybe i'm weird, but i think just cute little kisses are so much more romantic than a make out session..
· Turn-on?: blue eyes, and when there's an obvious attraction
· Turn-off?: drugs, guys who have had tons of girlfriends that they've mistreated in one way or another.
· First kiss?:Ben Burns, i think.
· If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: upset, torn. not wanted to hurt anyones feelings.
· Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: it doesnt matter.
· Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: no, i like to be traditional.
· Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes, but i dont think it matters.
· Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont think so.
· What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: ..i dont know.
· What's the last present someone gave you?: emily got me a snowcone maker for my birthdaaaaay!
· Are you in love?: nope.
Who Was the Last Person...
· That haunted you?: ummm?
· You wanted to kill?: this one girl....
· That you laughed at?: my mom.
· That laughed at you?: emily.
· That turned you on?: haha.
· You went shopping with?: emily
· That broke your heart?: nick. he didnt really break my heart though, he just upset me a whole lot.
· To disappoint you?: i dont know.
· To ask you out?: like...ethan i think.
· To make you cry?: ughhh a lame boy.
· To brighten up your day?: nicole and emily. they both called me today.
· That you thought about?: greg. only because i was thinking that i hadnt talked to him in a long time.
· You saw a movie with?:hm. garden state with emily.
· You talked to on the phone?: emily.
· You talked to through IM/ICQ?: emily
· You saw?: jack.
· You lost?: my grandpa.
Right This Moment...
· Are you going out?:no.
· Will it be with your significant other?:
· Or some random person?:
· What are you wearing right now?: pjs.
· Body part you're touching right now: none.
· What are you worried about right now?: make up work.
· What book are you reading?: trying to read three books, none of which i can finish. or start for that matter.
· What's on your mousepad?: i dont have one.
· Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sick, tired, lonely, bored.
· Are you bored?: yes
· Are you tired?: yes
· Are you talking to anyone online?: nope.
· Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
· Are you lonely or content?: lonely.
· Are you listening to music?: nope.
that just took me 45 minutes. good lord!
and judging by the fact that there is no lawn to mow during the month of march, i'd guess that i'm going insane.
..or it's an airplane or something.
yeah, so i'm still rather sick anddd...i can't breathe.
but hey, theres a cure for that.
· Your gender: girly
· Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
· Single?: yep.
· If not, do you want to be?: i would..like to have a boyfriend. or eight. :)
· Birthdate: February 28th, 1990
· Your age: 15
· Age you act: i think i act the way a 15 year old is supposed to act. but then i look around at all the other 15 year olds who act really immature. so i dont know.
· Age you wish you were: 17
· Your height: 5' 7.5"
· Eye color: blue
· Happy with it?: yep.
· Hair color: reddish
· Happy with it?: i wish it was brighter.
· Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: well..i can do my mascara with both hands...haha. no, im a righty.
· Your living arrangement: live with my parents and little brother in b-town...
· Your family: mom, dad, and 7 year old brother, jack.
· Have any pets?: a cat, and jack has a fish.
· What's your job?: i don't have one. good thing.
· Piercings?: four in my ears. lame.
· Tattoos?: dont have any, but i want an X on my shoulder blade.
· Obsessions?: i'm a perfectionist. but most people dont think so, because im generally unorganized. but thats because, if i mess it up, i cannot deal with it and i leave it alone.
· Addictions?: LJ, AIM, shopping.
· Do you speak another language?: yep, i take french. and i think im rather good.
· Have a favorite quote?: not that i can just pull from the top of my head right now.
· Do you have a webpage?: yep i have a myspace.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
· Do you live in the moment?: mhm.
· Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not really, haha.
· Do you have any secrets?: well yeah.
· Do you hate yourself?: not as much as i used to.
· Do you like your handwriting?: suuure.
· Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails and cuticles, twirling my hair when im nervous.
· What is the compliment you get from most people?: well...my eyes and my boobs. HA.
· If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: it would be called napoleon dynamite, because thats a movie about my life.
· What's your biggest fear?: heights, dark, spiders...
· Can you sing?: a little bit.
· Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no no no.
· Are you a loner?: hehehe. yes.
· What are your #1 priorities in life?: well. my friends. thats it.
· If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:probably not. i'm nerottic and annoying. and clingy. haha.
· Are you a daredevil?: no no...more of a prankster.
· Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes. lots.
· Are you passive or agressive?: agressive.
· Do you have a journal?: yeah, this thing, and i have a notebook i write just random things it.
· What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength..um..idk? weakness..i'm way too sensitive.
· If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: a lot.
· Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope.
· Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yep.
· Do you think life has been good so far?: in the last year and a half its been looking up a lot.
· What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: that no matter how hard you try, you cannot always be nice to everyone. some people are just stupid.
· What do you like the most about your body?: well..i dont know. my boobs probably. ha.
· And least?: oh lord.
· Do you think you are good looking?: well i know im not completely unfortunate looking, i know that. but im not anything special.
· Are you confident?: not really.
· What is the fictional character you are most like?: napdyn
· Are you perceived wrongly?: very much so.
Do You...
· Smoke?: no
· Do drugs?: no
· Read the newspaper?: um.. i dont even think we get the newspaper.
· Pray?: no
· Go to church?: no
· Talk to strangers who IM you?: yep. unless they're creepy.
· Sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes.
· Take walks in the rain?: yesssssssss
· Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes, i'm so dumb.
· Drive?: i wish.
· Like to drive fast?: bet i will.
Would or Have You Ever?
· Liked your voice?: well not really.
· Hurt yourself?: yeah..
· Been out of the country?: yep. many times.
· Eaten something that made other people sick?: umm not that i remember.
· Been in love?: maybe.
· Gone skinny dipping?: yes.
· Had a medical emergency?: yes.
· Had surgery?: hm. nope.
· Ran away from home?: couple times when i was little.
· Played strip poker?: nope
· Gotten beaten up?: once when i was in first grade, alex lavoie punched me in the face.
· Beaten someone up?: umm emily. haha. and i once punched this kid.
· Been picked on?: oh yes.
· Been on stage?: mhm
· Slept outdoors?: yep
· Thought about suicide?:..ah.
· Pulled an all nighter?: alishas 5th grade..or..6th grade birthday party.
· Gone one day without food?: yeah. hard to beleive, right. haha.
· Talked on the phone all night?:yep.
· Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep.
· Slept all day?: yesss
· Killed someone?: yes, i, Amy Williams, killed someone.
· Made out with a stranger?: nope
· Had sex with a stranger?: no
· Thought you're going crazy?: yes. like..just the other day.
· Kissed the same sex?: yep.
· Done anything sexual with the same sex?: other than kissing.
· Been betrayed?: yeahh...
· Had a dream that came true?: not that i remember. my dreams are wicked abstract.
· Broken the law?: haha, yes.
· Met a famous person?: hm. once i met george w. bush. yay.
· Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no!
· On purpose?: absolutely not.
· Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: not really.
· Stolen anything?: yeees.
· Been on radio/tv?: yep.
· Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
· Had a nervous breakdown?: yeah
· Bungee jumped?: no!
· Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah
· Belive in life on other planets?: not sure.
· Miracles?: yes
· Astrology?: yeah
· Magic?: yeah?
· God: yep.
· Satan?: yes.
· Santa?: ha YES.
· Ghosts?: not sure.
· Luck?: yeah
· Love at first sight?: sort of.
· Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:yeah
· Witches?: yeah
· Easter bunny?: ha
· Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
· Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:ha
· Do you wish on stars?: i used to.
Deep Theological Questions
· Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
· Do you think God has a gender?: male
· Do you believe in organized religion?: i guess so.
· Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven or hell.
Friends
· Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yep.
· Who is your best friend?: Emily, duh.
· Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Emily
· What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: i dont know.
· Your favorite inside joke?: Why did the cactus cross the road? Because it was stuck to the chicken!
· Thing you're picked on most about?: being fat.
· Who's your longest known friend?: bethany, stas, that whole pre school gang.
· Talking to? no one.
· Newest?: dont know.
· Shyest?: umm?
· Funniest?: Emily
· Sweetest?: Craiggy!
· Closest?: Emily
· Weirdest?: Emily. but shannons pretty weird too.
· Smartest?: welllllll..Jack
· Ditziest?: i dont really like ditzy people.
· Friends you miss being close to the most?: Alisha.
· Last person you talked to online?: Emily
· Who do you talk to most online?: Emily, Shannon, Connor.
· Who are you on the phone with most?: Emily and Craig.
· Who do you trust most?: Emily
· Who listens to your problems?: Emily
· Who do you fight most with?: i argue a lot with emily, but i dont really fight with anyone who i love. except connor, i guess.
· Who's the nicest?: all of them are wonderful.
· Who's the most outgoing?: Nicole Warren!
· Who's the best singer?: Craig!.
· Who's on your shit-list?: haha...KRISTYN COUTURE.
· Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: ..not really?
· Who's your second family?: the O'Hara's
· Do you always feel understood?: Eh..
· Who's the loudest friend?: Em
· Do you trust others easily?: not at all.
· Who's house were you last at?: hm. Emily's.
· Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: LAME. lets not go there...
· Do your friends know you?: yep.
· Friend that lives farthest away: Alisha! North Carolina. LAMEEE!
Love and All That
· Do you consider love a mistake?: no
· What do you find romantic?: forehead kisses (!!!!) and maybe i'm weird, but i think just cute little kisses are so much more romantic than a make out session..
· Turn-on?: blue eyes, and when there's an obvious attraction
· Turn-off?: drugs, guys who have had tons of girlfriends that they've mistreated in one way or another.
· First kiss?:Ben Burns, i think.
· If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: upset, torn. not wanted to hurt anyones feelings.
· Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: it doesnt matter.
· Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: no, i like to be traditional.
· Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yes, but i dont think it matters.
· Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i dont think so.
· What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: ..i dont know.
· What's the last present someone gave you?: emily got me a snowcone maker for my birthdaaaaay!
· Are you in love?: nope.
Who Was the Last Person...
· That haunted you?: ummm?
· You wanted to kill?: this one girl....
· That you laughed at?: my mom.
· That laughed at you?: emily.
· That turned you on?: haha.
· You went shopping with?: emily
· That broke your heart?: nick. he didnt really break my heart though, he just upset me a whole lot.
· To disappoint you?: i dont know.
· To ask you out?: like...ethan i think.
· To make you cry?: ughhh a lame boy.
· To brighten up your day?: nicole and emily. they both called me today.
· That you thought about?: greg. only because i was thinking that i hadnt talked to him in a long time.
· You saw a movie with?:hm. garden state with emily.
· You talked to on the phone?: emily.
· You talked to through IM/ICQ?: emily
· You saw?: jack.
· You lost?: my grandpa.
Right This Moment...
· Are you going out?:no.
· Will it be with your significant other?:
· Or some random person?:
· What are you wearing right now?: pjs.
· Body part you're touching right now: none.
· What are you worried about right now?: make up work.
· What book are you reading?: trying to read three books, none of which i can finish. or start for that matter.
· What's on your mousepad?: i dont have one.
· Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sick, tired, lonely, bored.
· Are you bored?: yes
· Are you tired?: yes
· Are you talking to anyone online?: nope.
· Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
· Are you lonely or content?: lonely.
· Are you listening to music?: nope.
that just took me 45 minutes. good lord!