Looking back over my past entries I realized that most of "my moods" have been negative (i.e. stressed, anxious, depressed, etc.)

Either I subconsciously write when I'm down...or I just feel like that all the time....go figure.

that's just sad.

agghhhh school....it's getting very hectic.
For my music class, we have to get into groups of six, and play a children's song in front of the class with different instruments and compose it and stuff...and we have to MAKE the instruments
I'm not talking two paper plates stapled together with some beans that make a tambourine. No. "That's too easy," ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

another year and none the wiser.

i bought a car.

i actually bought it. with my money. i even have the pink slip haha.

it's really cool. except for the color.

i can't wait for school to be done for winter break. but i won't have a job for 3 weeks, so i'll have to find a temp. one. and then in january i go back to State.

AAaAaaAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

I miss Jamaica.
It's really warm there.
It's cold here.
For now.
Too many white people.

Right now, I am really, really nervous and scared ( Read more... )

Today is just the worst day ( Read more... )

I'm just digging my own grave.